Life has been real messy
I wanna settle down my life now which has been in a real mess in terms of everything ... I've miss alot in my studies due to being sick for whole last week ... No one is giving me pressure towards me on my studies but I know I wanna do the best of myself ... I do not wanna dissapoint anyone neither I do want to waste my parents' money. = So sorry if I didn't do well in my pass Law, Marketing and Accounting exam, I did my best, that's all I can do, will continue to work hard =There are many many questions left unanswered in my head ... therefore should I seek answer for it ?first of all what do I want in my life ? I really don't know ... Every night I've been dreaming different dreams which I can't really remember what izzit all about but I know it's sad ones afterall
Every morning I wake up and I would be thinking ... what's the purpose of my whole life? Lately I feel so tired to wake up ... I just feel like sleeping through the day and no wake up... Asked myself why everyday I need to repeat the same routine face many problems which are unanswered in my life ? Sometimes I'll just look in to the mirror and wonder who's the one there ... I just can't recognise myself ... felt so lost ... felt so tired in life
I might look as if I am very cheerful infront of everyone but that's the purpose of me running away and hiding myself from facing all the problems ... I want to cry ... I need a shoulder to lean on ... I'm very tired ...
Life is really in a big mess now ... that's all I can say... many things are left unanswered ... adv_username = "suzannetan"; adv_gid = "suzannetan_default"; adtype = "180x150";
Author **Suzanne** @ 10:30 PM
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