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Thursday, May 24, 2007

They say happy times are short ...

I find it very true as happy times passes by me pretty fast, as if it was just yesterday I was enjoying the chilly weather in Tokyo and just to realise it was like one month plus ago. For me it was really very short as the days whereby I really did enjoyed and first and for all not living in fear and stress only started like not too long ago yet it's ending so soon. Previously, I was terribly living in great fear due to unbreable past that had haunt me for a lifetime.

You may say "Oh get over it, it's the past". I may get over it, if things were to happen like once, but no it continued like twice and the third time or how many million times, I've lost count which had created a great impact on me eventually. Consequences of it is falling into depression.
You won't want to know how suffering is that to be in the shoes of a person who's having depression. You might think that it's easy to get over, but no it's not as easy as what you think. If it's so easy probably phycshologist in this world is useless, so do the med called anti-depressant.

Probably this would better describe what I would like to express. You were attack by a robber with a knife one day, so you got frigthen and forgot about it after the week had passed. But again in months or years, again you were attacked numerous times. While eventually this had create a huge fear and insecureness afterall.

I enjoyed the life of me for this 3months, for once after 3years of the feeling love that I've lost. To be continue ...

Oh f@$#, sorry I know I'm not supposed to curse .. there goes my peaceful days .. darn

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Thursday, May 17, 2007

Continue wuth Tokyo Trip 3

Like I promised in the previous post, anyhow I pracitcally don't care whether do anyone read but yea if I've experience some memory lost or perhaps if blogger doesn't close in the future, probably this would be the best tool to serve me as a memorable trip.

Oh, at least I do not go around complaining nonsense about my mom during mother's day or brag about how many thousands I spent in shopping in one day or ... how rich is my parents blah blah blahs (Sorry, excuse me as I've just read a so-called 16 years old blogger, who wrote all those stuffs I mentioned above). Practically I just can't stand spoiled child, they don't even know how to appreciate what they have. Sheesh ...

So, after a long day spent at Disneyland, we practically doze off until like 11am in the morning. As usual, I'll hear the school bell "music", watch Gokusen and you'll know the school bell in Japan. So we had some late breakfast ... and proceeded to Akihabara (Low Yat in Tokyo).



















Hmm, Japanese prefer to take public transport than driving to work. The busy Shinagawa main train station. Btw they love black colour alot.



















Their shops have many levels whereby you can find the most high-tech gadgets in the world
























Lolita girl (A kind of fashion whereby the girls will dress up like the one in the picture) So this bf of mine went high and wanna take photo with her O.o just kidding

It was kinda bad weather that day, raining non-stop, I'm wearing no boots so it was pretty slippery and the wind was so strong ... Cold.



















Hmm, food there pretty big portion, inside Miso soup got small "la-la"

Then we took the Yurikamome which cost around RM15 ... Oh forgot to mentioned that it's a monorail around Tokyo city, whereby you'll go on to the rainbow bridge and move same speed with the car right beside you. Pretty cool huh? Worth the money because we got to see Tokyo tower and many many more nice scenary around. But too bad it was raining heavily that day so was not able to take any clear photo.

















Sea tunnel leading to the other side of Tokyo

















We proceeded to Venus Fort, ahemm, this is a fake sky. The "sky" move and it change colours, I love the concept of this shopping complex. it's kinda Victorian style like how it's built in the picture








































The sign board below this stage where I as sitting on was stated as "Photoshoot for wedding". Sigh, but there's only me on the chair ... where's my other half?

Probably some day in the future I would come back to the same spot with the person who's taking this photo, sitting together, taking a complete scene as what was stated on the board. Be hopeful right ... although the sky is pretty grey

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Saturday, May 12, 2007

Darn Hot Weather

What's wrong with the weather lately? Even in my dreams, I was dreaming that I'm sweating like a pig and woke up with my hair wet as if I just came out from the bath room. Sheesh, now thinking back of Tokyo, I rather have the cold weather there than sweating here althought I'm afraid of cold weather. Really beh tahan, walk abit also sweat like mad liao, then the cafeteria's aircond on already lso useless because it's open air, waste electricity only.

I've been super busy lately due to the end of semester. Assignments due now and then while exams is around the corner and I still got the gut to do my shopping in the net. I've been buying too many things from the net lately until the bank account money drained.

Haiyoh, addicted to Jap fashion n stuffs since I came back, influence by them even thought I was there for only one week. I can stay at the Japan's Jusco skincare/cosmetics/hair stuffs section for like 1hour just to look through each and every of those stuffs. Katak bawah tempurung. Neh, we're pretty outdated here in M'sia, cannot fight with their products there. Eh, they use white gold n platinum to wash face one ok? Not the physically one la, but processed ones, contains inside toners n masks. Whoao ... geng leh

Paiseh. today english pretty broken, lazy to use proper english due to brain damage ... Forced to typed like reports after reports using formal kind of english.

Shall continue on my remaning Japan trip soon ... today just rantings, preview : Akihabara n Venus Fort n Odaiba

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