Susubear Little Inn: Looking at the others ...

Seeking My True Self

Saturday, September 03, 2005

Looking at the others ...

Looking at the other couples holding hand, laughing, talking ... reminds me of myself. I used to have one beside me too and now I'll be walking all by myself.

When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Livin' alone
I think of all the friends I've known
When I dial the telephone
Nobody's home

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore

Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
All by myself
Anymore

Note: Above is a song named all by myself

What's love? 1st impression on that person and u think u love him/her? Well I don't think so. Love need to be develope within a long period of time. It's not one day neither two days ... it's years. Normally people don't get married after like knowing the person for days or months unless they are really desperate =P There are many memories to be shared both happy and sad times. The relationship would go stronger after obstacles they went through. If you really love a person you would care alot for them.

Supposed to go college and do my assingment today but all of us felt so stressed up and we ended up in 1U playing pool. I jump cue jump until the white ball drop outside the table for 3 times ... *sigh* what's wrong with me? My skill was not that bad before. Maybe I'm just so not in the mood. My mind flew somewhere else.

I'm really confused now ... everything I just couldn't understand I don't even know what I want.
Somethings must be left unanswered maybe it'll be better that way. Don't ask me what type of guy I like because I never thought of it before.

The sentence would continue anymore : Good night, sweet dreams, take care minus the I love you from it ... Used to be the sentence I'll say every night

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