Life's short
A young talented beautiful Taiwan artist - Xu Wei Lun didn't manage to pass through her severe accident, she's only 28 as beautiful as an angel. Can be read or watch through all major medias of Taiwan and China. A true lost to the entertaiment world in Taiwan. Ah, such a beautiful young lady.
There's always this phrase "Appreciate those beside you before you lose them one day, when it's too late to regret".
I had not been updating due to my laziness .. sleeping throughout the day
Currently suffering from toothache, wisdom tooth makes my gum swallon ouch
Things that seemed so far yet so near,
Things that seemed so blur but yet it's clear,
There's truly no point running away anymore,
I can only choose to face it with a strong heart.
I couldn't hold myself not to be in tears,
But only wetting those pillows every night,
I do not know which path should I take,
The future of us are being blurred by the midst.
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Bumming
Came through some quiz on "what type of girlfriend are you?"
and this is the result of it .. can it be true ? HAHA
| You Are A Professional Girlfriend! |
You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise!
Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro.
If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you.
You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy. |
Went shopping for the past few days, Times Square, Sg Wang - not much of my taste didn't really find anything that suits me afterall. Sunway Pyramid, more of walking around and 1Utama found a pair of nice heels from Vior and a cheap fibre wig mascara compare to the 49.90 one selling in Sasa. And one set of new clothes for myself. PK liao, that's all for this Cny
Still hoping to get the G&G contacts before V-day or Cny as the promo will end then .. sigh but I've got not enough money for now. I want big eyes !! I finally find out the secret of those Korea star and Japanese girl having a pair of big n watery eyes. All by the effect of wearing contact lenses, amazing ..
Watched Death note at 1U today, aw I'm falling in love with Light-to, I think I've seen him in one series before but forgot which one, anyone care to tell me where he acted before? The girl was cute, as usual girl inside anime .. However, in the middle of the movie a guy shouted "Damn slut wei the girl !! " whole THX heard him and we started laughing ..
Death Note will be kept in my favourite movie list .. or perhaps anime hehe
Although I'm bumming around but I still did some useful stuffs for me newly refurbish room painted in pink, yeah you didn't read wrongly it's pink. Whatever-la it's leftover cat what to do
Earning holder, can fit 50 pairs I think, I've got 20 pairs up there now
pay me n I'll do for u muahahaha
A box to place my belts, better than leaving them lying around my bed tables blah blah
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Langkawi, Day 2
Continued ...
I woke up when everyone around me was awake, I heard a voice "You wanna go breakfast anot ..."
I answered "Don't want la, I feel very sick, I still want to sleep ..."
So well all of them went off except me with Irwin, (We're in separate rooms, don't think senget). Two lazy pigs, dozzing off until the rest came back from the buffet breakfast. Changed our clothes and head on to the lobby waiting for the van to come pick us for island hopping.
Head on to our respective boat and the faster and faster we go, weeeeeee, sea breeze blowing on our faces and sea water splashes on those who sat at the corner of the boat.
Our first stop was Pulau Beras Basah, the man told us ... "Boleh pergi mandi ...". Erm, none of us brought extra clothes and some didn't even wear their swimsuits ...
The first thing I saw when I reach the island was tons of rubbish along the seashore. Somemore want to promote Visit Malaysia De Tour Langkawi 2007 wor, clean the rubbish from the sea first la. Eww, spoiling the beautiful scenery.
We've got one to spend in this island, some jaga bag, some taking photos, some ran into the sea and play, some sitting at the white sand. Then we decided to take these shots ... tried many many times before we succeeded.
Then we headed to our second island, this time we did not stop. We were shown the "Pregnant Maiden" island, namely Pulau Dayang Bunting. After that, we were brought to see eagles, from FAR. There were many eagles, some came down to fetch their meat from the sea, some were on the sky. It was pretty tough to shoot an eagle on the camera due to the speed they're flying and from far distance.
Last stop at Tasik Dayang Bunting, a place where we can swim in the fresh water and my favourite cat fishies providing me free massage for my smelly foot. But first we've got to walk this long path to get to the lake. There were so many monkeys, be warned that they'll chase after you if you're carrying plastic bags. One monkey chase after a lil girl that was running, she shouted and cried. Aww Poor thing.
Few of the guys rented life jacket and went on swimming. There were solar and normal paddling boat service at the lake too. However, my favourite is still those fishies that goes under my feet. The "geli" feeling is so nice but those fish kinda ham sap as they go to leng luis. Only when I throw some biscuit crubs they only will come to my feet, so sad. Eish, means I not leng la now ?!?
Headed back to hotel to have a short nap after that.
Next stop is to the underwater world. I would say that it is quite a disappointment for me, although there were many animals, fishes and underwater creature to see inside but still the 3D theather that conned us to wait for half an hour wasnt worth at all. It was talking about this "Citerella" fish all the time. Pardon me, I forgot how to spell the fish's name. Not forgetting that the penguins were cute.
SInce, the underwater world is located at Pantai Chenang, we decided to pay a visit to the Langkawi hottest spot. Most claimed that this beach is the most beautiful shore in Langkawi. Well, so we sat there saw the sun sat, see kids running around, people playing all sorts of beach activies like banana boat and jet ski blah ...
I wanted to go down for a swim but after looking at two jelly fish getting swep on the seashore, I've changed my mind. I do not like jelly fish, in fact I'm afraid of soft lembik stuffs.
Sunset at Pantai Chenang
Sorry no bikini for you to see
Headed back to kondo and everyone was dozzing off again ... in the car but I'm not allowed to do so as I am sitting next to the driver need to direct the road by looking at the map. Then rushed off to buy chocalates had late dinner in mamak and started the UNO session again.
But with this scottish liquor tonight. So ended the night with two drunk fellows "mollesting" each other as both of them finished half of the bottle, the rest still in ok condition.
I love white sand
Some memorise to be kept behind the shadows before they're gone ..
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Dreaming
Actually I was supposed to post on my Langkawi, Day 2 trip but the internet doesn't allow me to post my picture, as usual right?
I do not know why, every night i'll just start dreaming when I fell asleep. I hardly remember the beggining part but towards the end i'll remember part of it when I'm awaken or either totally forgot about everything.
I remembered part of yesterday's dream, I was in my college, the newly refurbished cafeteria. Eh, how come got hanging bridge one, LOL. Then I was with my friends, talking and chatting. The last one I remembered was I was chasing after a friend wanting to inform that person that I've got 98 in my Consumer Behaviour. (Wait, what nonsense is this? I've only got credit for my CB). But then the person went away and I wasn't able to chase after.
忽然间醒来觉得我还很期待我梦里那个人。
他给了我很熟悉又温暖的感觉。
我到底该走那里好呢？
Edited
I wasn't able to sleep last night so I plug on my earphones and start listening to radios. Some of the words were so significant ...
不要一直追求比天还高的东西，因为那是无法得到的，也许停下脚步，望望你四周围的东西，才发现原来一直以来陪在你身边的花草也一样的美丽，才是你真正要的，才是你原来应该珍惜的东西。要学得去珍惜身边的人，而不是等到失去了才来后悔。他也许常在你身旁为你做了无数的东西，可是你从没察觉也不懂得去珍惜。做得太多的他总有一天会觉得累，而选择离开你的身边。到那时你再多的珍惜和爱也换不回你曾经所有的爱。我不能说我自己有多好，可是我却做了好多。我做过一本很完美的照片书，在加上我们的的录影里面我还抱病的唱了两首歌，也画了我从来都不挑战的人画。还有再多我都说不完。我真的做了好多，我好不甘心，为什么我还回的只有伤心和一句“你不要再做任何东西给我了！”。
那些东西全都是我花尽心思和几个月的时间才完成。我还以为别人收到这种亲手做的东西一定会感到很感动。可是事实给我是相反。
我是否做的太多了呢？他又是否会珍惜呢？我累了
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I am miserable but do not need sympathy
Before I get another XXXX situation like I had previously, I better well take it away ..
I guess I'll be fine even I'm left alone facing all things, well evertyhing around me will still remains the same and there'll still be laughters from me. The laughters and jokes seems to be more from the true side of me without having those stress I used to feel all the while.
The pain was so significant and sharp when you questioned your partner whether one has other person inside one's heart, when one answered "maybe yes, maybe no". - I really almost gave up over it, I felt that I'm worse than a beggar, begging for love, as if I'm taking a knife stabbing my own heart, I've got a choice to suffer no more, don't I?
I really wanted to get lost like how I was told. I didn't know since when caring had turned into frustrations. I doubt where do I really stand .. I questioned why I was never as well appreciated like others. But well some questions are better remain silent right inside my heart. Also, I felt I'm single now since we no longer seems like how a normal couple should be.
If you were to give me a day to remove in the calender, I would remove Febuary 14 from it. A day where I wish not to come, unless ..
"I've thrown away something right inside my hand 2years plus ago, the long walking path was the last night ever .. I'm still very uncertain." - at least, some had realise their mistake that betrayal brought him a bad ending
I no longer seek for shoulder or listener I used to have,
Soaking myself in the wet pillow every night, yet to make a right decision ..
Those who truly understands my situation will only be those who knew everything since years ago. Those who do not know what is truly happening, please do not make assumptions without evidence.
我那么的珍惜每一样你送我的东西，连枯死了的玫瑰我都不舍得丢
但我换回的却只有悲痛和无数的痛骂，珍惜这两个字是我永远都不会在他身上找到的
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Langkawi, Day 1
Writting these to keep as part of my memories ..
Started our journey 9.30pm at Puduraya, riding on Transnational heading to Kuala Perlis.
Then had a one hour break at Sungai Perak and continued of 7 hours of journey on the road.
Finally, reached our destination at 4.03AM, these three guy friend of mine bet RM10 on the arrival time, with spare of 3mins of the mentioned time and one mentioned 4am, look at our arrival time and he had just won 20bucks LOL. Yes we arrived that early with mosquitoes buzzing around and the "lengendary" black cat cuddling on me. It just show this soooo innocent face to me and climbed on my lap but noted that it's a stray cat, it's pretty dirty so I did not dare to touch it.
Headed on to the jetty and left on the 6am ferry to Langkawi. Everyone was dozzing off like a pig that time, arrived our destination at 7ishAM. Rented a Kia Carens from 3days RM300, headed of the road and look for 'Kondo Istana'. The place was ok, with the price we paid, very clean, up to the standard expect for the pool.
Left our luggage there due to the crappy car and went for chicken rice in Langkawi. Too bad I was too sick to enjoy those food in Langkawi, oh well. After that, we proceed to the Taman Legenda since we're only allow to check in by 12pm.
The look alike Winter Sonata path
The hand of Mat Cincang and Mat Raya, those stories we used to studied in Sejarah
I forgot what is this, was is Makam Mahshuri ? It really was a long walk to climb the stairs up there
When we finally made it right up there, do I really look very pale?
So cool, like the some hero =P
This one pulak sleeping ..
After having a long walk at the Taman Legenda, we're exhausted dying for some sleep .. We headed back to the kondo and waited for the apartment to be ready. Sat at the lobby and 5 of us fell asleep, passerbys were staring at the widely opened mouth of those guys. Finally by 12pm we got our room so we moved our luggage, jump on the bed and zzzzzzzzz until the evening.
Next stop is the cable car station which can be said, a must visit spot in Langkawi. From up there we're able to see half of the island, due to tall moutains. The wind was so strong until I can't even stand at one spot. The weather was nice up there, not too cold not too hot. There's also a hanging bridge.
A display cable car
Passing by Oriental Village before we make it to the cable car station
'Orang utans' inside the cable car
I am very naughty
U jump, I jump ..
Giant stairs towards the hanging bridge was too tiring for me =P
Headed to Kuah town for our dinner and back to apartment for Uno, but I did not join and went to sleep the first day .... *They were making so much noise .. laughing like some mad man, stopping on their foot* Just because someone draw on the normal cards deck when he's supposed to draw the Uno card ! No one was drunk on first night .. that was total blurness
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