Guy that I will Never Like
First, guy who wears tight jeans, eww disgusting ... if you wanna see this please go to places in KL especially Sg Wang. Lala-ness overload there
Next on those guy who carry their gf's handbag on their shoulder walking around, definitely a NO, I wouldn't mind it I'm going toilet or somewhere that I need to leave my bag behind. Imagine a guy carrying a Super Big Bad, or perhaps LV, or hello kitty pink bag walking around the shopping mall, I feel like telling him he's so gay.
Guy who camwhore all the time, posting his own pictures on the net, acting cute poses. I can't take that for a bf, I will die if he loves himself so much and always caring for his 'face' only. He would probably take a longer time than me to put on makeup.
Further ... guy who listen too much to his gf. A person who does not have his own opinion at times.
Guy who flirts around with girls.
Guy who think he's damn handsome.
Guy who is very kedekut
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Every time after i worked, without fail I'll fall sick, I just can't stand those strong aircondition. Sneezing so badly.
ACGC wasn't that fun as compared to the last event when I had more familiar people around and the way we had fun, laughing all along. Knowing that the moaster mascot is my friend so I can go around hitting the body and head =P
The purpose of this recent event for asiasoft was the Cabal launch. I've seen and read postings about the Singapore one, that was really huge and grand, their costume was gorgeous as compared to the M'sia one which is imported from thailand and the Sg girl was damn chun. Long hair, pretty face + fit body. She have the Wizard's face and body. Yes, when I mentioned that a girl is pretty she must be real pretty =P
Finally some money filled in my pocket, but I realised that I'm spending alot too lately as if I didn't know where all my money went, I think mostly went to the food. I've spent roughly RM100+ on food during the 5days event I've done. PLus dear's back and we went out to enjoy some food that he miss in M'sia and his pocket got hole, so kind of me paying =P since I've earned abit. Plus granny's birthday I've gotta pay out some money to buy a cake.
So ... conclusion I think I only managed to save half of the money I've worked for lately. Never even buy anything for myself, only a angelfit foundation.
Next monday will be the interview that decides my destiny, I've went for so many interviews I did not like the jobs being offered and the salary+benefits. Hopefully this time, the one I've waited for so long I'll get and finally settle down with a permanent job.
Too lazy to write for now, brain dead, as the cold cells have invaded my mind making my nose flow like a pipe that cannot be close.
See this MC, kacau only people wanna take photos with the girls I've worked with that day. Before we change and work. In jackets.
Asiasoft promoter+force archer of Cabal. Falshies eye lashes really makes eyes look bigger, still improving my makeup skills =P "Shi jie shang mei you chou nu ren, zhi you lan nu ren"
Finally, the asiasoft team for the event
I'm too lazy to upload, if ya wanna see pictures please go to my facebook
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=775844190
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ACGC event
Working for 3days last week and again 2days again this week, now at this point my energy level had depleted to the maximum point whereby I feel like I can just fall asleep in the toilet.
ACGC Anime and game Convention
They had some cosplay competition there, much more participants compared to last week's one. This time is not Maple anymore, but Cabal launch sort of 3D online game. You all know I don't play all this kind of stuffs and I know nuts about online games. Last week practically I got to sit most of the time but not this time, my legs are aching badly right now.
A preview .. I'm too tired to continue writing on ..
Yeah, I know the uniform not t-shirt this time but custom made, I was told that supposed to be a long tube .. and this is what I got, oh well I still have to work since I've promised.
Dear say it's not as sexy like what I've describe, since he say ok then ok loh =P
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I'm tired of things that's going around me
I need to work again this weekend, seems like everything that's happening around me lately, somehow just forbids me to see my dear more, when he's only going to be back for 2weeks. Yes, not even spending a weekend with him in church. Oh well, sucks to be me it says. Minus those weekdays that I'm NOT allowed to see him, yes you the word NOT ALLOWED. Better still don't come back, much happier with long distance relationship that we don't have the obligations to do so many things as compare to now. I also felt that he's much happier over there compare to here.
Simple, settle down get a TR there, we're not coming back to this place which is filled with problems and hatred around. People have two faces. I had enough of those. I had enough of people who see WHO ARE YOU to determine how they should treat you. ONE whether ru related to some highly respected people TWO your family background whether ru born wealthy.
Like I said sucks to be me, I paid my own education with loan, I can't afford to buy a car, people think that I be with him just because I love money? Bloody shit, all these times I paid my own cinema ticket, meals, outings, things I shopped I've never asked him pay a CENT. Then when he got not enough allowance, he didn't even dare to tell you all, me, I PAID his meals. I never count with him anything before. I like him bcos of money? Think twice. I've done so much just bcos I love him, one simple thing like that none of you can see? Only know how to judge me on things which are no true.
Those words had never disappear from my mind since last night, they're disturbing, I close my eyes I hear them, I open my eyes I hear them too. Also I see the fking face. TULAN. Damn fking irritating, no one on this earth even my parents had used such harsh words on me before, so who are you to judge me? Please don't go out there and tell others that you're a Christian, it's shameful for a person to act like this.
First you commanded your nephew back here to m'sia so that he can help you do things, not even thinking of consequences and those problems that occurred for him to leave studies for weeks. (I forgot the money doesn't belongs to you, and you've not done higher education that you didn't know how hard it's). Somemore always add salt add vinegar into what others said in order to make the condition worse to scare everyone. Wow, if anyone command me to do something I'll say f off. I don't mind telling everyone what happened bcos I've never done wrong anything before, as long as the things I did is "Jian de Guang".
Another thing, if you really think I'm the one who's sticking to him all the time, think twice, I've got brains, I've got so many things, for me to find another one is not really a problem. I wouldn't want to live my life like yours, being a single women the rest of my life. I choose to live my life to the fullest so that I won't regret when I grow old. Also, I'm no longer that Suzanne who cries and begs who can not let go of things like last time. I've grown, I know how to think now, I know how to manage my own life, I know what I want in life.
Next thing, you have a status in the society, doesn't mean you can look down on others. So what if my family background is not that wealthy? But I know I'm gonna work hard to achieve things I want in life. Only people that had went through things like this learned to appreciate things more and see things in a different perspective. Not like those born with a silver spoon.
If you people really wants to see us break this relationship, you may have made me thought of it a while, I might have done it last night as well, but if I've done so .. who's the one suffering? Think before you speak, you may ruin other people's life. I choose to be with him it's because there's this pleasant happiness that's unexplainable, this comfort that I have when he's beside me. That kind of smile that came from my heart everytime I get a call from him. Times when he's so irritating but just to make me laugh. About how much he cared for me all the while ..
I really thought of letting go, but izzit so easy? After things that we've through, after so many obstacles .. I still find that I love him so much, still find that his hand is the one I want to hold, the arms that I wish to be in, the one that I would do so much for him .. will we be able to make it throughout all this obligations?
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Hotlink Anime and Game Festival 2008
Photos later after I my colleagues uploads them .. I didn't bring my camera.
First this main event organiser was Hotlink and the event was as like what you've read an Anime fest to promote those Hotlink games in handphones. Asiasoft was just another sponsor in the whole event so we've got a small space out of the whole big stage in Sg.Wang. Asiasoft was just doing some redemption for those gamers that had previously purchased those a-cash cards.
Well, overall was pretty tiring but this was the most fun event I've done compared to the previous 2event I worked with AsiaSoft. Started on friday when they launch the event on 10.45am, then loads of gamers came in with stacks of A-cash cards, I had to count, write, cut and show them what can they redeem with those points. That day no chair at all, event organiser aka Maxis only provided two for a group of 8-12people. How great? The gamers were afraid that those limited edition kind of things will finish soon so all rushed there during Friday morning.
After around 2hours of redemption counter packed with gamers, everything had slowed down until Sunday and only few came to redeem. This time no more complaining leg sore, as we're given chairs on the 2nd day and I'm placed at the counter so only sitting all day. Rolling posters when there's no one and gotten myself loads of paper cuts.
Eating out at Sg.Wang kills, they never provide us any food this time so we're forced to eat stuffs like McD, KFC, Tepanyaki, Old town, Esquire Kitchen. Yeah, all expensive food as you've read I wasted a total of rm70 eating there those 3days. Yesterday, cannot tahan went out to coffee shop in between Sg Wang and Lowyat to makan.
Naruto won the cosplay yesterday, I don't get to see T.T I was far away from the stage. There were hotlink cosplayers too, this very lansi guy dressed as assasin but he's handsome and tall kinda look like Daniel Wu. I took photo with Sonic, Bomberman mascot.. they're so cute. Overall I enjoyed this event as we've spent most of the time joking around and chit-chating. Last night, half an hour session taking photos with people around the event. So we got paid for playing around =P Minus the expensive food.
During the end of the event, maxis came and gave us loads of mousepad with hand rest. Anyone wants one please do tell me. I still got 5more. I reloaded rm10 and I beg them to give me a Hotlink cap =P and I've gotten many goodies from Asiasoft for free. Yeah, no A-cash card required, I took for free. Pictures of those things I've gotten back for the event.
This organiser(high-quality made of fake leather of course) cost around (888,888points) RM2120 of A-cash card in order to change. Me got for free, feeling jealous gamers? I got wristband and metal tag too. Also, posters that gamers are dying to have. Maxis gave me Sonic's handphone hanger for free too =P This is all the fun you have for working in event. Lastly I really enjoy being a freelancer working for events.
1 more, I really don't like Sg.Wang, I'll get lost in that weird place, finding a restaurant/toilet/lift/shop is so difficult. This place is extremely unorganized. I'll only go there when I wanna find some stuffs, e.g long socks, boots .. the clothes there aren't cheap. If you know how to jalan in KL u know where sell cheap things. Eg the rm10 shop in Times Square, I found a pretty brown dress with ribbon there.
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Tired ...
Lacked of sleep ... 5-6hours per day since friday until ... today ... Waking up at 7ish everyday, my day seemed to be much longer and tiring.
Earning rm140 per day but lunch and dinner costing me more than rm10 per meal, what do you expect at places like Sg. Wang? Packed with people and the location of food stalls are weird ... Thinking of what should I have tomorrow,
I guess that's all for now because I'm already half asleep. I'll update when I'm done with this event. See me with asiasoft Moaster giving angpaus(a bit outdated?), giving out lollipop candies(extremely sweet n minty n coloured) and loads of paper cuts for rolling posters everyday. Hopefully I'll get those photos this time, tomorrow there'll be a cosplay competition, I wanna see leng chais and leng luis. Btw, the girl in blue costume looks hot, prettiest in the whole event.
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Huge Changes in Malaysia ..
I was thinking whether all this changes really brings good to our country, oh well whatever we'll see how things goes anyway ..
So HUGE change in our country, should I change my blog template as well? I find it kinda boring, the colours are pretty boring but I really took alot of time to build up that template last time. I'm not sure whether I still remember how to do that. What colours should I put this time? Pink? Oh no, er not like those typical bloggers we know (pointing at the ang moh wannabe of this Sg girl, and the imitation version of Dawn Yang in Msia). They're all pinkies blog .. practically you copy me and I copy you type of blogs.
Argh the sad thing is I've lost my brushes and fonts in photoshop and I need to make/download them all over again.
Sometimes I find it pretty hard to accommodate to a person at times, when you have totally different ways of thinking and opinion. You'll always tend to feel that you're in the right way and your thinkings are much mature so the other party should listen to your advices. Now I understand why are there so many divorce cases out there, not really easy to find someone to spend a lifetime with you right? Patience is the key to everything? Maybe, sometimes patience works but after a long period this will eventually explode. Goodnight.
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A meaningful bible verse
2 Corinthians 1:3-4
" Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God."
A meaningful verse appear as I was reading through some stuffs. Because of the grace that God had given me therefore I should use them as well to others.
Comforting, seemed that I've been doing quite alot lately. To friends, to my own beloved boyfriend. But well one thing not to do is to make sure that you won't accidentally say the wrong thing that you're not supposed to say or else you're gonna make the person feel more sad instead hahaha. Random, I've learned new emoticon -_-lll *sweat*
Ever since things happened, I've always took up my phone and sending sms at times (now I know where all my credit gone 20cents per msg, but thank hotlink for giving me free credit that day). Also tried to talk out things until the point I'm left with .. don't know what more to say or to do. Figuring all sorts of way to make one's day better even though he's like miles away from me. Therefore, posting a card is a good option (Line up in post office for 45minutes ......).
I'll always be there whenever you need me, far or near, not only to share the joys in life but also to share those hard times you're going through .. whenever you feel like falling, I'll be right next to you holding you up, telling you not to give up, that I'll be walking side by side with you whether the road to come will be smooth or filled with obstacles.
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Thoughts ..
Staying at home everyday really makes me feel rotten, waking up not doing anything makes me feel as if there's no motivation in life. Gosh, really takes ages for those big companies to get back to you while I can't wait to start work soon. Yes, I know after starting work, I probably sleeping at 12am everyday waking up at 6 or 7, since I assume most of the working place is in KL. Abit reluctant to leave the life I have now, but I still prefer a more fruitful life earning money.
I wish they get back to me as soon as possible, because I no longer wants to be jobless.
So like I've mentioned in the previous post, I was supposed to write about something .. (Someone wants to read)
At times I felt pretty fortunate when things goes well. First, I'm glad that my dear is one who does not like to hang out too late at night. At times, felt quite happy that he's willing to come home early over there, just to talk to me online. Next, also glad that he's willing to tell me his where about and he would call me at time. Or he would give me a message whenever he's home because he know that I'll be here worrying about him. Then whenever I have doubts, he's also willingly to explains everything even I did not asked for so much details. He told me that it's important for him to explain so that I could trust him.
Funny isn't it? When you have the person close to you during those years, nothing like this had ever happened before. But instead distance had made us closer. In terms of appreciating.
I'm more than glad to have him, because he's not a night person neither he do drinks until hang over. Most importantly smoking is a no no to me. I rather a guy stay home and stick to the PS2 /Xbox than going out there mixing with the wrong crowd. But everything have buts .. he has this extremely bad temper that test the patients I have within me. He would still get angry at me during times, for nothing, yes nothing, maybe someone or something irritated him and I ended up to be the bean bag.
I used to be someone who controls alot, but I've learned my lesson throughout the years and I've learn what is call giving each other some space during times. Listening to other stories about how their girls control them and not letting them go where ever they want, now when I think back I felt abit silly about all this behaviour. Well, let's put it this way, if his heart belongs to you whether u do control or not, he'll be faithful to you. Even you do control so much, at times he would just end up lying to you because he's afraid that you may be angry and rather choose to hide things from you. Whereby in the opposite, where you do not hold on that tight, instead he'll be the one turning around telling you about things.
If you call up him 24/7 to check out things, not only you've put ur mind into an extremely stress-ing state but you're also making him irritated and creating a bigger gap between your relationship. Mostly said that trust is the most important thing you need to have in a relationship, that trust you have on him/her is the foundation of everything. The trust needs to come from both party, having the trust and not taking the trust of each other for granted to go do something behind.
However, nothing is perfect .. at times there'll still be arguments that comes along but whether we'll walk until that day .. we sure do hope ..
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Falling sick ...
I woke up today actually wanting to write something, also was still having that something I wanted to write after coming back from career fair, but now I don't feel like doing so ... because I've lost my mood.
One because I've fall sick due to standing under the hot sun for so damn long waiting for a stupid rapid bus going back to kelana but there's none that came during that 50minutes period. In the end have to ask someone to come fetch me. Today after career fair the rainy days plus KFC makes me throat feels like gonna bao zhar now. Walking too much gives me headache, as usual because I have anemia, feeling extremely headache.
Career fair, packed with so many people today, but seems that the company pretty limited? The registration process took like an hour, then we need to line up again to get a tag. Whereby this tag will enable us to scan and our identity+resume will be uploaded to the employer.
Still deciding whether I should write ... no I'm still not in the mood for being scolded for such a small matter.
The end, being sick and hunting for a new job. Hopefully that job will be public bank. 2.8k please my bank is very hungry.
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