Back from the Island of Legenda
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Well, I was pretty much sick and it comes n goes ... "When can I stop throwing up for goodness sick" - This is how I feel when I'm there
Arrived at 4.03am in the morning at K.Perlis - got people hor so free to bet for the time of arrival for 10bucks somemore, mad mad mad
Step my foot in the lengend island at 7something, then rented a super crampy Kia Carens due to many gentlements in this trip
Place we rented was more 'high class' than expected, so well missed the place while we're looking for it
There were so many legends in the island ranging from birds, human, crocodile ... N the lengend of two MENS fighting in the cable car - very lame
Island Hopping was great, one of my favourite trip among all the other places. Esp Pulau Dayang Bunting's fishies that massage my foot
Eee, I'm afraid of jelly fish, can see them around Chenang beach didn't dare to go for a swim
Two drunk men playing UNO cards downing half a bottle of Scottish liquor
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Christmas
First and for all it's not Xmas, it's to be called christmas.
I was having insomnia lately, so I turned on my mp3 to listen some music. I just can't fall asleep don't ask me for the reasons, I really do not know.As usual I'll tune around those chinese fm channels to listen. Then Ai Fm formally known as "Di Wu Tai", the DJ was speaking about the true meaning of christmas.
Somehow what he said caught my attention. I've got a feeling that he's a christian. We all know that we're not allowed to speak on religious stuffs openly. But somehow this DJ did, he spoke out things that truely touched my heart. How many out there really know the true meaning of christmas?
He said
Christmas had been too commercialze all these while. Santa created just to get children's attention, fireworks to be seen everywhere during this festive season. He saw a documentary featuring those CHILD labour at China working in the firework factory, pouring those gunpower while their own body was also covered by all these highly dangerous gunpowders in the process of making fireworks. Imagine, those child would be ashes if there were to be a fire caught in the factory. Then he added also, partying all night long at clubs, having some drinking party, dancing and being drunk until the next morning, we don't really find any meaning in those things when we wake up the next morning don't we? Most probably, getting a bad headache afterall. Instead of using those money on clubbing, why not give the money to those child labour who's working in dangerous conditions just to earn money for their food? They're making a source of entertaiment to us by risking their life.
The true meaning of christmas is to celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ. The day where the saviour and the Light of the World was born. Not about santa clause, snowing, presents and partying. Santa was created but Christ is for real, snowing was just due to the way our earth works, presents was a custom and party is just for fun. Now do you know?
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Realise ..
I may had been brought up here, to have a better life, getting most things I want staying here, but however something there's missing ..
The happiness I had while staying as a family. While staying there, it's forever filled with noises and people around making me laugh. My lil sister will never failed in doing all those lame things and asking those questions kids will ask. She asked that day "What is a condom?", when my older sister was telling some funny sorry. No one answered her, then she turned her head over to ask my mom. So well, my sister learned alot of bad things from staying with all this bad sis n bro who talks over stupid things.
I don't know why, I starting to feel lonely after coming back here even I got my own computer, my own room, everything of my own. I miss going mamak with them, talking over how to cheat in exams, how we played prank on people, gossiping over our cousins =P n laguhing over stupid things. Gosh, I really miss them so much now what's happening to me?
Now I guess nothing beats the materials n money than having a family beside you, those are the happiness that cannot be found. Mom who never complained but spend the whole afternoon jsut helping me to fax something over. Who's willing to give me money to spend on a trip, even there's not enough for the household . But of course I rejected, how can I bare to take .. Brother who's supposed to paid for the supper, but after listening him not enough money to even reload his phone I insisted to pay. Only those who had went through, would know how I feel.
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Weird Funny Siblings
Just came back from yam cha at Sentul - Naili, some tree top "high class" mamak place, selling "expensive" food n drinks. But we're under the tree cos those tops already got reserved by someone else. Waited half an hour for them to "cook" the coke.
Ice kacangs that cost 5.90 per bowl, coke RM3 and fries for RM5 one plate. Nice place with environment making me feel as if I'm at redang but price wise I can't afford. Wah luckily not I paying tonight since I've paid the bill for last night's mamak near my house.
Speaking about last night, the roti planta I order was a total disaster, no not because it tasted so bad but the person misunderstood what my sister said. She ordered, roti tisu then I said I want roti planta, then she added "Nak gula" (for her roti not mine). Then here comes my plate of roti and I started to it and wonder why it's so sweet. After eating half of it I finally realise the person heard wrongly. *Stuff the peice of EXTREMLY sweet roti planta into my stomach*
Next scene now, cousin came to collect her kimono, I was curious on how to wear a kimono. So she helped me wear it on and other siblings took up other kimonos to wear along to camwhore also. Yea, we're a bunch of mad bros n sis ranging from 20 to 9 years old.
Show time now
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Back To Home
Currently typing at somewhere "near" Genting, lol. The first thing that ever come to a mind of a person when I mentioned Gombak is always Genting. Er, however, Genting is still far apart from me but on MRR2 just now saw it's lit up bright red logo light.
The house was never quite with the presence of 4 of us aged from 20, 18, 16 and 9. Even at 1am still can hear us shouting and screaming and playing. Finally, it had quiet down, lil sister went to sleep. Anyhow, coming back here has totally minus the feeling of being lonely with the presence of my lil sister and also others siblings who can't stop making me laugh. Argh, but can't stand the messy-ness done by them in the house.
One thing I do not like about here is even like 2am in the morning now or somewhere later, those neighbours "broom" loudly with their bikes and talking loudly like no one's business. Totally a "kampung" area dominated by those .. you know who .. If this happens at DU I would definitely call the cops, can't do it here since sigh, I'm surrounded by 80% of those ppl I might get wacked. Till then I should go soon.
Rants
*sleepy* missing my college life, spending time chating with friends while waiting for classes
argh, skin getting worse nowadays, maybe
I should start sleeping at 12 everyday
sigh, still wanna go shopping cos too bored at home
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Rants, rantings , ranters ?!!
Expected results to be out today as usual, Murdoch always reveal their results during Saturday, when they claimed it'll be on monday. So woke up around 1PM, yes that late, then straight away turn on my computer and logged in.
The results was like what I expected so far. In the middle range where don't score too highly and don't score too badly also. I could had done better but due to my lazi-ness, so this is what I get loh. But still praise God for letting me pass my hardest subject ever. Relieved for now.
(Eating my last Forrero Rocher) * must go the Island of Eagles to buy somemore =P
Today is no special days but just like other boring days, spend alot of time sleeping, checking out stuffs in the internet.
Still stuck with the question whether izzit girl's nature to flirt ? Coming through a statement somewhere that caught my vision. Me as a girl would say that sometimes it's hard to stop when it comes to a cute guy (Esp the one in my MRA class, everyone knows who's that).
Even small lil actions sometimes does imply flirting. BUT the question is why flirt when there is grounds to create misunderstandings ? (Hey, but no doubt that sometimes girl do that for attention?) *thinks* I think I just did that in my sms. Oh no, sinful. However, no doubt that sometimes girls do forget where they stand at some point when they start doing some verbal and physical flirting. But some guys would take it for real. Blame those sensitive guys for this, LOL.
*Still question left un-answered, yawns*
I miss seeing Prince Shin in my dreams, he was so real, he spoke to me in Korean. What am I doing man? Wake up ! - There's never a night I would fail to dream of something, my brain just refuse to rest.
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The Depressing part of me
Probably you would stop reading after looking at the title above. Because it's a long boring post again.
I want to keep my eye of something that's happening around me but it's so hard. I want to keep my ear shut for hearing things but it's impossible. The sight of looking at things I do not wish to see hurts alot. I feel like running away but I can't.
There's one night I really did felt like giving up. I've given the courage to uttered out the words in sms but I do not have the courage to do it at all. I wanted to leave PeeJay for a while and head back to get myself recover from things n to forget about stuffs. But why izzit so difficult to accomplish. Maybe one day when I have the courage, I'll just *VanisH*
I do not understand, does a so called normal friend deserve that much attention at all. I do wonder why I'm not even being cared until that extend, probably I'm just putting on a fake name tag labelling as gf. Or maybe I'm just lying to myself day by day that it'll work out but it's actually the other way round which namely impossible.
Maybe I'm just the last one you can lie to. I have the most accurate intuition ever n it has never go wrong before. No, I'm not the Professor in X-Men, I can't read people's mind. But I am able to feel something when I knew one's heart or eyes are not upon me but on someone else. X-ray eyes, I wish I do have a pair =P
Looking back of all these years, practically it had just passed me by with many haunting n also sweet memories. Probably this are the reasons that makes it hard to let go afterall. I can't just delete off my memories like you do in the computer, unless I loss my memories. Well that would turns out to be the best afterall, when I can start everything all over again like formating a computer, ah lame - nya.
The moment I stare at you when you're beside me, I know I do love you so deeplyBut on the other hand, I feel the pain of letting you goAs I know it's merely impossible for things to work out between us anymoreI can no longer stand the pain, the images of you hurting me more to repeat the past
I miss those days when everyone was young and innocent. FSB 304. Black v White girls. Ah, I miss my skin on those days more la !
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Langkawi anyone?
I'm tired of repeating this phrase to everyone around me. I'll only get one single answer which is can't make it. Sigh, why everytime when I tried to plan something it'll never go out right? I'm so tired and fedup of it. Instead I rather go off by myself, than begging other people to go save my energy and I don't give a damn if I need pay more. Better than being an idiot there asking the same question until people run away from me.
Yes, if u come by to read this and you're interested please do let me know asap. As this month is the peak season as usual. Need to book asap soon.
Price ? 160-190=2nights accomodation, breakfasts and 48hours car rental.
Probably staying at Nadias Inn at pantai Cenang, if u don't mind to pay 200-240 then can stayat resort.
All other expenses before reaching the jetty is not included. Which are bus/train, ferry.
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3 Series of Birthday Celebration
The Big 2-0 I'm now. Let's count 2-0 x 3 = 60. Oh now, 60 years old ? Eh, wait I only blew two candles and one from yesterday (10days belated).
1st one was on my birthday the previous post. I had BBQ Plaza n Fondue House. Yummy, love it so much.
2nd was last Saturday's surprise birthday party. Food was good too *drools*. Here's some super blur pictures.
Notty girl covering her own pimples
Yummy-licious cake named Lady Chocalate or was it Chocalate Lady?
Then 3rd was last night with my old school mates. Miss those days when we often hang out together in school, walking to McD @ Uptown after a hot sweaty day kawat-ing. Still remember when we 1st met each other in PBSM until getting together so close during the Bukit Cahaya camp. That was like 7years ago? Wow, time really flies. Never to forget those good-ol days in SMKDU.
Anyway, last night I had BBQ Plaza again, yes AGAIN and again. After that went SouLed Out Hartamas to have a drink and meet with others who only can come later. Will scan the picture when I find a scanner =P
Joey n Me sitting at 1U massaging our smelly feet n chated for 15mins there =P People around just stare at us, but it's too comfy to get up. Must go again since got FREE massage.
Ate 5 Forrero Rocher today, given by JZ last night as pressie. How did she get to know I love them? Ah .. yummy I wanna have more.
Maybe should go Langkawi grab some if I'm going there. Anyone interested? Sigh, I dislike it so much when you plan for something then others just ... ah nvrm. End of story.
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