Saddess Merdeka
A merdeka day without fireworks? That's really sad huh ? I still remember last year I was standing right infront of Sunway Pyramid watching those beautiful fireworks right infront of me. I was experiencing my 1st time clubbing at bar flam though, it was fun, I drank 1 bottle of Carls and started to feel high ... but force to go home early. Sad sad ...What if someone told u that he doesn't want to commit in a relationship after few years being with you ? and he was the one who wanted you back at 1st ? Sometimes guys just couldn't understand how hurt would the girl be ... I am still wondering what is the reason behind? Just 4 words " Don't want to commit" and end the relationship ? Why don't u tell me that 1 year plus ago ? It's the same thing u told me 2 years ago but u wanted me back? I'm so confused now... very very confused. But I'm very sure of one thing is that he had no feelings on me anymore.
Just wondering why guys can like I wanna love that time then love, don't love mah don't love loh ? Guys : So what ?! Do I look like I care about a damn Sh*T on you ? ur just my toy to play with when I need you and now I don't need you so just get off my way and I wanna be single.
Why I choosed him and not him that time and realise that it was a big mistake afterall ? It was too late to say all this kind of things now. It doesn't really matter anymore when people have no feelings on you anymore. They won't even bother about you la pls *stupid Suzanne ...
I'm sick .. real sick .. very sick .. sick adv_username = "suzannetan"; adv_gid = "suzannetan_default"; adtype = "180x150";
Author **Suzanne** @ 12:50 AM
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