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Seeking My True Self






Monday, March 16, 2009

When I Look at The Stars

Stars is the most beautiful thing in this universe, just a while ago I was chatting with a friend discussing how we love looking at stars, just blindly gazing and let the stars take away all worries from our mind and millions of brightly countless shinning tiny little things in front of our eyes that brings joy into our heart.

When I was young I always dream that I have a roof top room with a open window where every night the stars will accompany me to sleep. First time was at Port Dickson where I saw a clear sky right in front of me, that I can never get this in the city. Next was Redang island could not stay long though because those mosquitoes was swamping me.

Still the sky in Perth that caught my heart, that day where I landed I gaze upon the sky and I almost tripped and fall looking at those stars. Indescribable, they're so beautiful just like millions and millions of tiny lanterns and I tend to joint those stars out and create a picture. Take down all skyscraper, I am loving urban life.

I want to see the beautiful stars again.

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Friday, March 13, 2009

Tommorrow Will Be The Day

Today was a super tiring day, imagine packing 2k of booklets a day, of course not on my own but still extremly exhausting.

Article from The Star Metro Dated on 12 March 2009

Searching for the look of happiness


AS they were on the way to Menara Star from Johor for The Most Beautiful Valentine’s Smile contest prize presentation ceremony, grand prize winner Mak Mi Leng’s seven-year-old son Clarence Low, who was featured in the winning photo with a missing front tooth, lost another tooth.

“I photographed him during Chinese New Year as he was missing a front tooth at that time. I did not expect to win as I was just clicking away and only sent in one entry.

“I thought there would be professional photographers taking part and they would have stood a better chance.


Here you go: Loi (left) presenting the hamper to grand prize winner Mak and her son Clarence Low as Kan looks on.

“Now, Clarence will be expecting some toys from me,” the 42-year-old marketing executive said.

She won a total of RM12,500 in cash and prizes, including RM5,000 cash, Sasa Voucher worth RM5,000, and a hamper worth RM2,500.

The contest was organised for the second time by The Star, The Star Online and mStar Online, and sponsored by Hong Kong Sa Sa (M) Sdn Bhd. The ceremony was held at the Cybertorium in Menara Star.

“We chose the theme because we want our customers and The Star readers to be happy. We feel that if you smile, your loved ones will also be happy and you will look your best,” Sa Sa senior vice-president Corina Loi said.

Star Publications (M) Bhd advertising and business promotions general manager Calvin Kan, who was one of the judges, said that the winners were chosen from over 1,000 entries as they captured the essence of happiness.

“The quality was better this time. While in some contests, you would only see a certain age group participating, we had a diverse age range this time around,” he said.

The 1st, 2nd and third prize winners took home cash, Sa Sa vouchers, and hampers while 16 consolation prize winners took home hampers worth RM300 each.

For second prize winner Caine Browne Chan, 23, the win was a post-Valentine present for his girlfriend of seven years.

“I took many photos of my girlfriend but I could not decide which to choose.

“It was she who suggested that I make a collage of all the photos taken and I placed a picture of both of us in the centre,” he said, adding that, to him, his girlfriend has the most beautiful smile. - OH REALLY? I THOUGHT YOU SAID JESSICA ALBA'S SMILE IS BETTER THAN MINE. LOL.



Wait actually we still haven't gotten the cash and vouchers at all, only presented with hamper on that day.. I wonder how long we need to wait just to get hold of those prizes? Hmm, publish in newspaper first to get readership however the most important prize is still kept us waiting. I want to buy stuffs from Sasa =( Eyeing my Kate, Majolica, Laneige and Sheseido stuffs which I hardly will buy if I don't have those vouchers because they're kinda pricy. WHEN WHEN ??!!

Anyway, tomorrow is the day .. Sunway Medical I go ..

I am so tired. Sleepy.

I miss the cozy winter night. I miss bathing in super hot water when the weather is only 5C. I miss wearing trench coat. Also, my lovely boots are collecting dust. I wonder if we can have 4 season here. Imagine high school girls wearing long knee socks? Winter when we can have snow? I wish we have sky filled with million of stars at night, just how I looked up the sky in Aussie.





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Saturday, March 07, 2009

Young and Immature

Reflecting of what I've done years ago, sometimes I really felt those things they're all so immature and not even have a single clue of why I have such thoughts of behaviors when I was young. I am sure these things happen to everyone of your out there. Either regrets or find them so funny.

Revealing my one secret that I've not told anyone before, here I will write these out tonight.

You know why on earth did I enter KDU which is one of the jatuh standard college? First, I've done a research on few Colleges which includes, Taylors, Sunway, KBU, Help and KDU. After that, choice was scaled down to Help and KDU. After visiting both colleges my choice was supposed to be Help University College. To me the environment seems to be much better. I actually wanted Help so badly, where I persuaded my aunt transportation should be fine although my aunt says KDU is a better choice in terms of transportation and fees and other stuffs. Until the very day I heard the guy of my life, he will be joining KDU instead, without a second doubt I agreed to my aunt's decision.

Regrets? Yes, education wise, until today I still feel that if I chose Help I would have a better education over there. Guy? No, I won't be able to win his heart back if I am far. So half half.

One of my second year management paper was like 2days away and I decided to go funfair and throw the books aside for the night. I came back staring at the book and the book is like giving me kinda "puss in boots" looks, telling me "Suzanne, where have you been you're not supposed to abandon me you lazy girl". I felt so guilty for going out but I still do that so often even watching movie a day before exam, apparently these works where I will study even harder being last minute.

Regrets? No. Thank God I've passed all my semester.

Years ago during Valentine's day, he was admit to hospital due to some kind of suspected dengue which turned out to be a NO. At night after I came home, he told me there's no more drinkable water in the room where the hospital water tasted like klorin. Hmm, out of my mind I wanted to walk to the hospital in the morning 8am which is like half an hour distance from my house and after that rush to my orientation at KDU 10am. In the end, I did not do that.

Regrets? No, I am so glad that I did not lose my mind or else I will be kidnapped.

I always wanted to cut my barbie doll's hair when I was young but I did not, because I feel heartache to cut off a barbie's hair which had cost RM50.

Regrets? Yes, I should had bought a cheap one and chopped off her blond hair for fun.

There's still so many countless immature things that I've done in my life :

- Taking a damn cab from and to 1U to his house just to visit him just because he cut his hand due to some dumb behaviors? - Good thing that the world is still safe years ago

- Bringing my 1000page thick law legislation book inside the exam room and I have no idea what am I writing at all, I can't even differentiate the sections and imagine I've 50 colour tags on the book which appear to be nice but useless - Law is my biggest weakness

- Denying that I have astigmatism when I was standard 3, teacher ask me whether I can see, without a doubt I said yes, yes and yes. I was given a specs with 100-200 degrees however too shy to wear on my cute face which will turn to be "four eye chicken" - Stupid thoughts that made me add on too 700 degrees ...

I can't recall at the moment, wondering why I was pretty daring when I was young however immature where I always risk my own life or health. Being 23 makes me feel so old. Tired.

I'm lazy to upload and write a post about the prize giving ceremony, maybe sometime later when I have the mood ok? I am so sleepy now, apparently did not have a good sleep last night. I am easily awaken and frightened at night where all the worries kept pouring until I have insomnia.



















A piece of art that I've done to enter the MSN add love to live contest but sadly did not win for this one =)

Captions written accompanying this photo

I sound like a pure marketing personnel trying to promote a product

When I miss you, webcam is the only solution,

When I am bored, Solitaire shutdown kept us alive,

When I want to show you pictures, sharing folder is the easiest way,

When I feel like drawing, I doodle to express myself to you.















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Wednesday, March 04, 2009

还是好朋友

没有人要内疚 没需要原由
在十字街头 就相互保佑
那些体贴问候 那美丽镜头
没必要一分开 就变成了诅咒
相爱这一场 可能是为了
能拥有一个好朋友
还是好朋友 比爱人长久
不能牵的手按在心头
在最寂寞的关头 永远在左右
事过情迁后 升华眼泪后
思念是最漫长的享受
那无痛的伤口
还带着温柔到白头
亲吻失去感受 火花烧到尽头
没有激情 没有感情
有另一种邂逅
相爱这一场 可能是为了
能拥有一个好朋友
还是好朋友 比爱人长久
不能牵的手按在心头
在最寂寞的关头 永远在左右
事过情迁后 升华眼泪后
思念是最漫长的享受
那无痛的伤口
还带着温柔到白头
还是好朋友 比爱人长久
不能牵的手按在心头
在最寂寞的关头 永远在左右
事过情迁后 升华眼泪后
思念是最漫长的享受
是什么叫你我
只配做一对好朋友

That is all I can say.

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Tuesday, March 03, 2009

Great Escape

Last weekend was a great escape, I mean at least away from the city life. Apartment we stayed was pretty clean and well furnished, only potong steam is the beach of PD which is black in colour due to those oil factories around. Pool was not as moldy as what others said, just filled with many of our kawans.



















Note that this photo was edited, the beach is not really that pleasant.

Where you can never compare with this ..



















No editing was done, Rottnest Island, crystal clear water that you'll not doubt to jump in besides the water is too cold or there's shark roaming around

Besides, there's nothing to eat in PD, other than KFC Pizaa hut .. I'm planning to open a McD there to earn big bucks.



















Lenged of Water Chalets, neighbor of Glory Beach resort, stay there if you have the money, 600over a night. beautiful place minus the sea of course.



















Group picture before we left the place. Lazy to upload pictures here, please head to facebook =)



















I still miss Perth alot, blue sky with with blue sea. I'm so in love with this place.


I wonder why weekends passby way too fast and weekdays seems soooo long and never ending.

I have to do endoscopy, colonscopy and ultrasound, which I really have no idea why so many test all in one day and one shot. Please .. don't hurt my ass, thank you.

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