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Seeking My True Self






Wednesday, June 28, 2006

What A Day ...

I was awaken by my aunt's phone call this morning at 10AM during my beauty sleep.
Aunt: "Suzanne, can you join the group dicussion on 2.30PM this afternoon?"
Me: *thinking, oh no means later cannot teman him to see trainer* "Erm ..."
Aunt: "RM100 you know, they hardly pay so much"
Me: *Wah sai RM100* " Ok go loh"
Aunt: "They'll call you to interview in 5 minutes time"
Me: *I'm still asleep* "Ok ok ... la"

Went back into my warm blankie and fall asleep ...

5-10minutes Phone rang, had to be at Menara HP at 2.30PM. I went back into sleep, woke up and oh no, it's already 12PM. Rush to for transportation whether do anyone knows how to get there. Thanks to mua bf who's so kind to fetch me there as I could not find any transportation there even he does not know the where is place the at all, much appreciated, for what u had done for me.

Finish my group dicussion on market research on sanitary pad, LOL and got paid RM100 for two and half hours, yippie can go shopping liao. Hmm, I wonder what company is that who is willing to pay such high amount to us to do a market research. Faint, earning RM100 in 2 and half hours, where to find, where to get. Ended at 5 then went Cyberjaya LUCT, Lim Kok Wing to pick someone, gosh the freaking jam at LDP Sunway, took us more than 1 hour to get there.

I would love to Sunway Pyramid or Summit for shopping but definitly not movie, cos I got all my time for shopping no need rush, imagine what if the jam happened and ur to pick up ur ticket in 45minutes time? 1Utama GSC still my favourite spot, although the price prevail by RM1, but they do have much more advantages such as saving petrol cost, cheaper parking fee, nice and comfortable seats, big theater THX, that place not so "chap" not like Summit filled with those erm nvrm, overall the RM1 worth right? :: Thumbs up for 1U GSC:: Other than buy pop-corn very long que. Hey I've gotta try Cathay one day, anyone know the price there? I heard the seats were small compared to GSC.

If any of you do not know Cathay, it was used to be our old school cinema and recently they had open beside the building of The Curve, to compete with our two pioneers TGV and GSC. Re-branding everything from top to bottom from the name of Mega Pavillion to Cathay.

Happy Birthday to my beloved brother, no, he's 18 that was our baby photo

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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

What is Relationship about ?

I've heard enough stories all around my friends, things that happened around them. If it's not girl dump guy then guy dump girl and the third party is always the main cause of it. Well, I guess I won't go deep in the stories I guess some of it, will not be suitable to reveal here as I do not know who's reading my blog, I do not want to kena sue for defamation.

I guess my girlfriend don't mind if I reveal it here because her ex is seriously a horrible guy. Imagine one guy is on a relationship with u, then at the same time he's being with your best friend. Wait, you must be thinking that I typed wongly, yes, my friend's boyfriend with my friend's best friend. That guy and the girl's best friend went on a holiday, the guy lied to my friend that he got some training while he's having fun up the mountain with another her best friend and that guy sent msgs to my friend claiming that he misses her very much while he's hugging another girl in his arms. How horrible is that ? Another thing is that he can sit at the same twin seat at GSC cinema, different time hugging and kissing different girl in his arms. Can you ever stand both your boyfriend and best friend cheated on you? How hurt?

Well, they say couples shouldn't see each other that often. Look what happened to my another friend? Someone stole his gf as that girl meet the other guy more often than she does for her own bf. Now does the theory applies anymore? Sometimes girl prefer surprises in their life, I'm a girl I truly understand too as they want themselve to be appreciated all the time. So guys do ur part, girl love surprises and all. However, I still felt sad for my friend as he had to face this cruel reality straight away after we finish our exams. He just lost his 3 years plus relationship out of the sudden without even any earlier prediction or whatever u call it.

Seriously, if any of you do not meant to start a relationship don't start, you're just wasting your own time and other people's time. In addition, third party intervention is defintely no no when you know it's not right. However, of course sometimes it's just that you need to find soemone that's suitable, that's why all these happens.

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Monday, June 26, 2006

England v Ecuador

My first time watching this year world cup match at mamak finally, and it's also the first goal be David Beckham at this world cup. Truly "Beckham" style with the power and accuracy. I bet his salary is gonna increase because of this golden goal kicked by him. Seriously if any of you missed it, it's such a big waste to see such nice goal at the moment where all the spectators are hoping from a goal from their beloved England team. Though I think the refree is abit unfair to England, he always didn't see when the other team commits foul. Well, who cares afterall England had qualify to the next round again, means I get to watch them again, yippie.

Lately, I spent all my time at gunbound shotting here and bombing there. Don't blame me as I got nothing better to do at all. Worse still, everyone I asked to go out with me their reply was "not free" even without a valid reason. I know, I know everyone have their own life and I have no rights to intervene. I practically can't stand those who ffk me last minute where everything was well planned but just because of a so called "farney" reason, transportation problem. Excuse me, we're goin 1U and my dear friend is staying at BU she come tell me she got transportation problem ? Don't bull at me. Well, I guess it's the 4th time she ffk me last minute, last and for all, I don't think I wanna ask her out anymore for any future dissappointment.

Plus, why this world seems to be so reality, in cantonese, "sat zhai". If u appeared to be not so "famous" people, others just tend to reject you. Whao, where else those hot chicks their life are always full with either bunch of guys or girlfriends. Now, what's the meaning of miserable? Probably sitting infront of the comp whole day to shoot and aim to kill other people in gb.

Well who cares, maybe there's but always the only one. These are the people that I'll value for life. High school musical is so cool, I love the singing and dancing. Wish I could sing and dance like that on the stage, lol. Fail I guess, I just hurt my knee for dancing. Hmm but no harm trying right since even in the song say that we should experience something new maybe we'll discover our true self from there. That's all for tonight. Go, England I'm a true fan of the whites, lol, no prejudice.

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Thursday, June 22, 2006

H-O-L-I-D-A-Y-S

Finally, I can spell these word out, letter by letter without feeling sense of guilty while watching footie. You know everyone is crazy about world cup these days, TV advertisement are all about World Cup, I love the hotlink one though, where they advertise on 3G. Caught my attention.

Company Law- my worst nightmare. I would conclude this as the hardest subject I've ever overcome. Finally, it has come to an end but I have no confidence in passing this exam at all, God help me. No I'll not want to retake this terrible horrible 'scarrible' paper again.

Just came back from movie at 1Utama, sort of dating with my bf, good to have a wide and comfy shoulder to lean on when I need one. Can be claimed as a source of releasing stress after all exams. Cute, great animation by Pixar. Stay back for the credits, it's funny. Overall, not bad, quite a meaningful movie of teaching one to be so proud over success whereby there are still many things to be considered. As we human tend to be too proud of ourselve after 'winnning' or after we get famous, where this is the time we tend to lost ourselve, due to too high sel-esteem. Of course we can be proud over our successfulness in some matters but definitely not too much for sure.

Finally the Maybelline contest had came to an end whereby May and I had secured the placing of number 3 but in return that wins nothing for us. Can't be blame as we were busy with our finals these days, we can't go on to vote like 24/7 in a day. So say byebye to my RM1000 shopping voucher. Crapz, it makes me lose confidence on all these online votings as I seldom see fairness held within.

Friends that I met during my interview at Beauty in Me, held by Maybelline at Loreal office. Sadly I did not pass the interview of 40 towards 10. Somehow still be glad to be 40 among 400, within some doorgifts worth RM50. No no no, this ain't no beauty competition, it's about how to empower young women of make-ups. I'm with pink top on the second right.



Genting Snow House, after the freezing -3C of throwing snowballs at each others. Too bad we are not allowed to capture photos inside, missed the snow angel done by two funny fellows beside me. Eww, snow inside not clean, I saw many people spitted on the ground.


Days when I first joined PBSM where I met my 5 girlmates during my secondary years. Wearing Red Scarf preparing for marching at school sports day. Guess which one of them is me. Hint: the ugliest one of all. One with big specs and aunty hair.

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Monday, June 19, 2006

What's The Title for Today? No Idea

Footie
Korea v Italy, they manage to breakthrough the score and make it 1-1 after the 1st half, will Korea make it to the next half? I really do hope so. Australia v Brazil game was owesome, I didn't know Australia was that good at defending and they really did improved alot in this worldcup as they had scored their first goal in WC earlier in the Japan match.

Company Law
Still on with company law, very tough suject, having my few thousand pages legislation and 41cases with me now, sigh. I wanna watch movie. Spending most of my time at home being a bookie worm, forced to. Please please be lenient on my paper, I'm just a marketing and management student, why do I require to take those accounting student's paper? Don't make sense to me at all. Sheesh I know accounting student smart but no to us, we prefer to speak ourselve out to the market, Ha, do u all know how to do a marketing plan? Dunooo leh..

Steamboat
Yum yum steamboat was nice yesterday, too bad I can't stand the lala smell. But it still sort of paiseh when you're eating with other people's parents. To those who know me, I'm not so used to be so "si man" while eating. Hmm, people always don't believe when I tell them basketball is my favourite sport. Prejudice la, just because I thin cannot play izzit now?

Life
Life go on as usual, other than suffering from company law. I wanna go shopping. Times square, Sg.Wang, Lot 10, KL Plaza? I miss you all so much. Can I go somewhere for my holiday? Sienz. I want my Redang Trip, why all ffk me? Need to ganti Sunway Lagoon with Redang, gosh this is real horrible.

Why some people do not learn from the past? When some people know somethings can be avoided, why didn't they choose to refrain from it? If you don't have the heart, please just refrain from misunderstanding occurance. Then stop all sort of things from top to bottom. Just bare in mind that the person belongs to someone else, not you. I do not want any interference from outsider again which in return making me suffer over and over again. Don't you know how much impact can an outsider create..

It's all because of one person that steal everything from me. As they said friends are always more important, I'm merely just a replacement once a while when I'm needed. Not until the day I'm gone, I'll never be appreciated. Do so much because of what? The answer is only for one girl and she's forever more important

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Sunday, June 18, 2006

Out of Words ...

Stress. Imagine, you're not a law student but required to take up law subjects which incurs serious law terms exactly same with those that are studied by the law students, how much stress would it be? Excuse me, how am I supposed to know what sections are what and what, and I definitely would not use it in my future. Stupid Uni programs that requires us to take such difficult subject yet crucial. I have a legislation book here with me filled with hundred of tabs, listing all the sections. But one thing, after listing, I don't even know what section is what, so you said farney anot?

Argh. Feel like hiting my brain so hard, but it will definitely not help me in any sense of studying law. Why do I need to know what shares, dividends and directors studd when I'm a totally marketing and management student NOT a accounting student? This is ridiculous.

3A.M I'm still reading my law trying to fit it inside my brain which it will only goes in 5% among 100. Why? When you study real law then you'll know. Especially boring laws that acquires things in accounting. Conclusion? ACCOUNTING is BORING !!! Don't know how people can stand looking figures all days, sitting at the office without moving their butt, backside not pain one meh? See so much figures eyes also become like chicken eyes. Only can see from one perspective. Now I truly understand why my lecturer claimed that her accounting friends are all weird people. Seriously, PHD (Permenant Head Damage). Sorry I'm more towards an outgoing person, prefer to talk and speak, instead of sitting at office all day until backside got blister.

Why pour out such problems to me when I'm in deep ssss, no bad words, of my law exams, brain exploding, nightmares all nights, panda-eyes, whatever ! I just don't understand, nowadays is guys like what my friend claimed are totally hopeless? Shesh ... stop telling me you're leaving and all. I'm leaving for my dream career anyway after graduating. Sorry, not wanting to be call *stupid* anymore, after waking up from my long sleep since last night. No one could ever make me stay back.

New career = new life. Better I could start everything all over again from people I do not know. Working all days and nights without thinking about the past anymore. Working is the best way to forget about things you do not want to think, pushing urself to the limits.

Who cares when one claimed that you're not his/her future. Then what's the whole point of being together, I truly do not understand this philosophy. Are relationship all about playing? Sigh, do people know how pain it's to get hurt by the person you love. (Nope, people do not know until they lost something percious around them, then they might not sense the presence only till then they realise) too late.

My friend told me, "It's better that you choose to hurt someone, before that person hurts you". Does it really matters to be? My feelings are all numb since yesterday, I've change my view in many things which I do not see hope anymore. I told myself to wake up, sleeping beauty.

My words above are aimed at no one but generalise to my perspectives on my perspectives.

Somethings that are done cannot be undone. Somethings would not be change. Somethings are never meant to come true. Hoping one day someone would bring my to the beach at night lying down looking at the stars.

I listen no more about people I do not wish to hear. The more I hear the more hurt I am. This is what I felt inside.

So do I, I wished to be happy.

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Saturday, June 17, 2006

A Reply for Your Heart Stabbing Words For Me

Tears had dry, no words left to be said, feeling cold within my heart. Wondering, whether the person who's beside me all the while did love me at all until he could say such hurtful words? What's love? Neither I can define it. But I know what's pain.

U want freedom, I give you. After you break up with me, you can be as free as a bird.
Ur afraid of what you do. You can have your choice, you can go with her and do anything you desire, none of my business
Slave? I've never treat u as one, if everything i've done for u all this years = slave, this is ur formulation so u solve it.
Choose your own path, no one is stopping you. I'll choose mine, don't worry, I'm about to get my resume ready when time comes, I'm leaving, not being stupid in your eyes anymore.
Please go as long as u want and do not return so I could forget that there was once this person in my life. So do I, I'm leaving this country soon.

Don't blame me, you didn't know how I suffered during that period of time. No one knows how does it feel to not even being able to consume even one gulp of food into the mouth, even smelling the food would disgust you. I wanted to stand strong that time, I tried I tried so hard, I force myself to eat everything I could, but it just didn't work. I'm truly helping myself, but all the others said to me is to blame myself for being sick. But why things around me, just don't go my way. All of them hurt and played me from one to another. Please for one guy I've knew, I do not need ur sympathy by being ur gf simpanan, it's such humiliation.

He hated me so much where he can't even place his eyes on me where he only place his eye on someone else. Why so much love I've given always conclude nothing to me in the end? Why must everything be taken away from me from now till then? Had I not suffered enough for having the lowest self-esteem ever that time? Now I know somethings can never be changed over time.

If you want to leave so much, you're welcome to go. I've choosen to harden my heart as I've see no hope in everything. You choosed to argued with me over another girl. Your friends matter the most. I come the last. As you go, I'll move on my life, starting a new one. I would not be stupid as what u've mentioned, I'll go for my dream, after I graduated or even I could choose to stop now. You want me to go away from your life so much until you could pushed me so far ... until you could say those words that aimed harshly on me claiming that I controlled you.

All this started with one person, the same arguement all day long, if it was not for you protecting her, I guess our day would be so much more brighter. But now I guess there's no more hope left since I've give up.

As you wished you are free to go, you are free to go, go be a bird and fly everywhere you want. A bird without love, without feelings, I wouldn't care for that bird anymore.

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Friday, June 16, 2006

England Qualitfy themselve to the next round

Croach first goal in the World Cup, an amazing head shot pass by David Beckham, absolutly beautiful, so beautiful. Another goal by Gerrard at 91', the accuracy and power, that leads the ball to the goal, I was real fascinated by it. Rooney, came as substitude in the game, gosh I can't deny that he really looks cute with that red cheeck =P

I'm totally in the world cup fever. Staying up late nights to watch my favourite team, but Japan dissappoint me the most though. I wanted to shout goal loudly, however it was like 2am in the morning and everyone in my house was asleep except for me looking deep into the black colour box, wanting to shout when Craoch and Gerrard score, but I'll kena scold so I hit myself for that excitement I felt at those moments, lol.

How I wish that my exams will end so soon, so that I would watch world cup without feeling a sense of guilt for not studying? And I could go out there, to shout GOAL as loud as I want with my friends around me? Wait, if you want to watch with me I advice you not to sit beside me as I'll get too excited and start hiting people.

Still I'm overjoyed by England qualifying themselve into the next round, hoping they would go further until quarter final again, so I could watch them !! EH eh, I know I girl but I know how to see ball one OK?! Don't think I only see leng chais, but the feeling of watching the ball being pass over the great large field might not be interesting to everyone, but to me it's worth to watch.

- Company Law, the last exam, which is the hardest, the most marks I require to pass
- Sigh there are somethings I should keep it to myself right? Saying it out would only bring fight. Still the word, endurance has it limits. Do not challange me.
- Lack of sleep due to world cup and exams
- Thank you for someone who gave me encouragement and treat me as a friend

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Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Endurance has it limits

Just finished my marketing development and planning exam. It was ok, or should I say it was horrible because out of 3question I choosed one wrong one to do. I just realise that I wrote the wrong thing when I came out of the exam hall. *Scream* Bad bad, my fault for not reading the question clear enough due to lacking of time.

I do not understand why everything seems to go wrong some where here and there. If any of you, my seniors just happened to be reading this, we seriously did not do anything harmful to you all, why give us that sour face everyday because we plainly score higher in both MKT and OTB assignments ? We did not cheat neither we did bribe the lecturer, it was our own effort, the marks is award by the lecturer, so why are you all blaming us for scoring higher just a few marks than you do? Just couldn't understand, we're being polite smiling but they looked away, so what more to say or to do?

Speaking about assignments, Mr.Chan HL and KF do owe us an abalone dinner. Don't run away, or you all will see the girl power of 3.

Why are there politics between seniors and juniors? Argh. Why are there relationship problems? Endurance has it limits. Enough from the past.

My first destination after completing exam, of course as usual it'll be Red Box Karaoke, our favourite hang out place, right girls? Enjoy singing so much, listening to the sweet voice of May and Rap of Shan. What are the songs? For the brothers, must be "Rong Shu Xia", LOL. For me, I enjoy singing songs by Fish Leong, Rainie, S.H.E, Ah-Mei, Christina Arguilera, well basically I guess all pop music that I know I will sing haha =P If not go Red Box for what wor.

All the best to all my coursemates in exams.

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Monday, June 12, 2006

Moments When You Need Someone There

There are some times in life or moments in life where you'll tend to feel sad or down or over stressed by things you're doing that you so wish that someone was there for you when you ever feel like giving up upon something or feel like having a shoulder to lean on. I was always told to be independant, to be strong in who I am but there are still times that are difficult especially during exams times like now where I am trying to study whatever I could fit it into my mind, but something is just not right somewhere.

So I would just stop and pause for some moments, hoping that maybe I could turn to someone to have some encourgement and all in order to continue in my long-boring studies again. However, at 2.30AM in the morning, I guess everyone shold be asleep by now, so who else could I have a chat with to release my stress upon? I meant in the sense of friends and all.

Sometimes don't you just wish that there's someone there for you? Ever to make u smile or happy to turn your ever dark day filled with numerous pages or chapters you have to read in order to pass exams into a bright and shinny day? When you're feeling so mentally tired, an encouragement might change everything.

I didn't ask for being irritating neither I do begging for sympathy. All I do ask for is maybe just a simple chat and all to release my stress. That's all I've wanted. Sleepless nights, continue my miserable studies. Start a degree program then you would know how hard is that, typically for Murdoch students they know how high is the requirements. It's killing me so soon.

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Sunday, June 11, 2006

Can one full year be completed for once?

Ever since that day, about 5 years plus ago, I've fallen so deep into one. Hmm, well maybe not so deep at all since I choosed to chase the unreality F4 whom I'll only get to see but never even speak to them before.

However, till then until now, I've realise that we do not have any one single year to be completed due to many circumstances. It has been more than 5 years but not even ONE single year we're together without any separation in between. Somehow, we've agreed that it's on June 10, which was agreed on the year of 2004. Let's say what if that would be different and I did not agree upon it that time. What if I choosed over another person? Then I guess all the contents I'm typing today may be so different. Somehow, I still love my foundation year alot. Especially my friends.

One simple decision can change many things in life. One wrong decision could had made me suffer from being haunted for the rest of my life time. One person could had change so many things in his or her life. One pig and dog which will u choose? Lol, I've chosen the pig though. Don't be sensitive I'm talking about the soft toys.

I wonder, is there for once that our one year could be completed from the day we've started? I really do not know as I've seen many problem arises along all these years. But somehow we're always separated for the same one single reason. 3 times? How many more I could take? Maybe not more, as my patients has limits or maybe this me would change one day. One day may be tomorrow or ?

A gift for me on our anniversary. Last evening, I've just walk through one shop and had a glace at this beautiful star earnings. I love stars, very much =) and I said I want this. Who knows one cheated me that he's going toilet but somehow went down to get that pair of earning for me. (Left me alone there with your parents wondering what to order, so paiseh !) . The truth? I've never had such surprises before since the day I've met him. It really did touches me at the point.

Although, it was so called the 1st anniversary, but we just did not bother to celebrate anything at all but somehow if it's 1st shouldn't we make it special abit ? Lame. Hey! Aren't the guy supposed to be doing something romantic? Where's my meal at fondue house? Where's my cake? I want my gift ! One not enough, hahaha kidding.

Somehow, deep in my heart I felt something missing or I guess maybe a hole in it where it can never be filled. Even in my dreams, I see it, I sense it. A dream that explains from top to bottom whereby me and one started perfectly by having happy moments until someone came to intervene us in the middle of it. Do not ask me why, I see this in my dreams, I do not control my own dream.

Sometimes when something is enough means it's enough. There are limits. Boundaries.

Hate me. Love me. Stressed.

I'm on worldcup fever now. Love my team, England of course.

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Wednesday, June 07, 2006

Like it or NOT, you are gonna vote for me and May

Wow, people must be thinking such a harsh title I have there. Lol, actually I meant I know I do not look as good as other contestants but somehow my partner is very beautiful, so like it or not you are gonna vote for us. Come-on la it won't cost u a cent so do not worry on your hp credit.

Anyhow, Maybelline just reset the whole voting system due to some loopholes, LOL I actually knew the loophole, ahem and guess who's the one telling them about it? I guess I should shut up from here and not say anything. Don't ask me I dunno who la, just kidding with you =P

Since they reset so means got chance to catch up loh. Good opportunity for us and bad for those who had voted so much last time. Lol, I bet many of them cheated. Now cannot cheat anymore right? I guess so ...

In conclude, if you're my frien, vote for us !!! yes yes yes I know I'm not attractive enough compare to others, whatever. But if you're kind enough as my friend should support back ur friend right? Somemore there stand a yellow colour shirt leng lui beside me.

A collection of photos we took together

Leng lui May

After a hair cut and dye

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Why Do We Fight?

I do not understand why me and him will always fight over the same reason. Many might be wondering what reason, let's see what can a bf and gf fight about ? Many things right? What causes them to be separated? What causes them to break apart? Well majority concludes to one reason, the appearance of a third party.

Same applies to my poor friend who bf got stole by her best friend. Let me tell you girl, your bf sucks ! so does ur so called best friend. Guys nowadays do not know how to think they on;y know how to hurt and play with girl's feelings. They are none currently proving to me that they are different. Dissappointed with these type of people.

For once and for once, why don't they learn from the past mistakes and know what are their wrongs and try to change? I'll go straight to the point, can please **** stop flirting ?
DO YOU PEOPLE KNOW what is call flirting? Writing such words that stimulate a person's feelings can be flirting too okay ? Use brain use the force .. Oh please don't think such words is cute.

U know what I'm a anti CUTE people, serious I just can't stand cute people around me I find them highly irritating. Luckily May and Shan are mature girls that's why I could work together with them all the while. DO not ever say I'm cute or I'll just shoot right into your face. Don't ever call a 20years old cute, gosh Grow Up!!

In conclusion, please do know where do you stand. I've seen enough and heard enough for those who intervene people's relationship, neither I do want to experience it all over again. I may choose another path, walk another road, at least I know there's someone walking with me. But if you people still have some sense towards people's feelings please think and see how much impact u've causes to others.

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Monday, June 05, 2006

Good Exposure althought I didn't make it through

Actually I didn't intend to join the Beauty in Me contest held by Maybelline, was surprise that they actually called me for interview during last Saturday. First of all this ain't any beauty contest or anything, it's to educate and empower young Malaysian about the power of makeup that would be able to give one more confident and all.

So let's cut it short. After they called me I was struggling whether to go anot, cos The Truth, I am really bad in makeup, I just learned basic ones not long ago. So had a talk with my aunt where she use to be working in advertising firm, then I guess she would be able to help me since she had met client and require to put on make-ups in corporate world. I had a 2 hours crash course with her, learned how to "properly" draw my eye brown and put my mascara, which mean I was doing it wrong all the while.

Here comes 10.30AM morning at Uptown Loreal company, I were alone walking into the quiet office, you know it's public holiday on this sat right? The 40 candidates are divided into 2 sessions. I'm in the morning session. Then met a few girls later, we get along and became friends. YaY I made a few new friends, I got their numbers too. Sorry I am not selling their numbers to any of you, muaahahhahaa. They are all outspoken and friendly girls.

We started our so called interview that day with a ice-breaking game called Introduce your partner. I got along with this girl named Reanee where she is really a sweet and friendly girl. After that, the head marketing of Maybelline company gave us a brief slide show on the Beauty in Me campaign. Just to add in the Loreal company is so cool, they have laboratories, sort of like classroom, inside their office where those counters you've seen in the supermarket can be found inside there. Just in case you blur, Maybelline is owned by Loreal group.

After the session where we are reuiqred to put on our own makeups, here comes the one by one interview by three of the Maybelline people. I can tell u that this part is real scary. I picked number 20 which is the last one to be interview. I walked in and had to face the marketing manager and 2 other pretty ladies. Finally I'm done with it but sadly they did not call me for the Press Conference for the top10 on Monday which means I did not make it but I stil got some free goodies from them. They gave me the pack which contains the Unstoppable Mascara- newest range of Maybelline mascara, gel foundation and glossy lipstick where they are selling RM50 at roadshows and it cost around RM70-80 in the market price.

Although, I did not make it but this is somehow a good exposure for me as this can be said the first time I'm doing such interview. Plus I've met so many friendly girls there, where most of them are so outspoken I guess that's the reason why they are chosen to be the top40 out of 400 applicants. At least I'm one of the op40, haha an excuse for not being chosen for top 10.

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Thursday, June 01, 2006

Say TAK NAK to Assignments

Had been rushing assignment like mad lady all this while, how long since the last time I've gotten 8 hours of sleep? I do not recalle anymore. Girls spend a night in my house doing assignment until 4-5AM in the morning and woke up at 7AM as the assignment will be due on 9AM. May is one girl that fall asleep easily, haha she so cute, but forgot to take a photo of her when she is sleeping. Love my dinosours alot girls ? But got sand leaking out.

- I've got presentation tomorrow had to wake up at 9AM to practice which means no time to sleep again.

- *cough cough cough* my throat is so itchy, how am I gonna present tomorrow with sore throat? Oh no, that's so bad

- want to change my boring hairstyle, hair so long very mafan

- still angry over some matters, some would know, some do not know

- dying to eat my nachos but I've got a bad sore throat, it's so tempting, laying on my table

- addicted to cake mania, oh no, fnals coming soon


My thoughts: When my friend called me and said she broke up with her current bf, which I think they'll be getting married, I was totally shocked when she said her bf is two timing with another girl. Well now I know GUYS are unpredicatble creatures. Worse still he's two timing with the gf's best friend. Imagine your best friend betrayed you and "spanar" your bf ? If it's me I guess I might not forgive, as such persons u trusted so much betrayed you, how hurt is that one? Guys, if you're reading this, please have mercy on girls, they are not toys for you to play with, which you dump it when you don't need it. If you guys, do not intend to start any serious relationship, please do consider how much pain u've cost on the other party. One do not know how pain it's when he only about himself. For the best friend who steal other people's boyfriend, it's so not right. Sorry if the whole KDU mass communiation school know this, I bet no one likes bitch (sorry for my language, I'm too angry over people like this). Have some courtesy, use your brain and think, how much impact u've cause on the person who's hurt. If no brain go wash it, I help u, soak inside the bathtub for one hour then your brain will come back.

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