We can ONLY be FRIENDS
This morning is the unluckiest day I've ever had. 1st of all I'm supposed to wake up at 7AM in the morning and I don't know why my alarm didn't rang and i ended up waking up at 7.45AM. 1st thing of all " S*IT I'm late for my Marketing exam at 8.30". Rush downstairs just to realise that my aunt is using the bathroom and I can't go in and bath ? Late somemore ... Grab a 2B pencil and rush to college. Suddenly ... "Eh why my 2B pencil head sudah hilang? Just to realise that it got stuck at my bag and patah dan itu bag kena black lead?!" Halfway going college got stuck in the jam. Some car stop in the middle of the road and I've gotta wait for that 5minutes traffic light again?! Fine ... thought it's all over and almost reach college. Now ?! Pulak stuck at the junction cos of one stupiD bus cannot move make the whole road jam up. I gave up I left the car and start walking to college just to realise that it's already 8.25 . Ran up to the exam room but ter-heard wrong room end up walking into a class where people halfway having lecture. Everyone turn their head around and look at me, so darn embarrassing. Finally I reach there in time and guess what now ? " Sorry your Marketing paper has not reached KDU yet, the e-mail system down they are faxing it over now, all of you are QUARANTINE for one hour." And I've finally started my exam at 9.30AM ... *SIGH* just to realise that we have to change our exam room again and even the lecturer brought us into the wrong room.He said " We can only be friends". What more can I said or do ? Seems that everything in my life is decided by other people. They ask me to do so I'll have to follow. The 4 year relationship has come to an end. I have to accept the fact that he doesn't love me anymore. What's the use of crying every night? It's a mistake then it'll be forever a mistake. I'm still very very badly HURT adv_username = "suzannetan"; adv_gid = "suzannetan_default"; adtype = "180x150";


