Being a bitch
Why girls like being a bitch? So do I, love being a bitch, because if you're one guys tend to love these kind of girls more than being a nice nice girl next door.
So what's the darkest side and the most rebellious side I've ever done? Or the most daring?
Hmm, 4 girls at Genting dress up and had candle light dinner, then headed to Safari and started drinking 1 bottle each and the most daring part is ... 2 guys working in casino bought us drinks 12bottles of Heineken and we've downed all without worrying that there's pills inside. - So are we all consider a bitch after all? At times you really need to break free from those chains.
What to do, my mom had gave birth to 3girls and 1 boy. 3girls are not really girls, maybe because we mixed around with guys cousins since we're young so we play those toy guns and trained to be rough. I hate wearing skirt until I was form 2, when I learned to admire guys. I bet that particular guy almost fainted when a tom boy with big specs suddenly turn out one day with mini skirt, sleveless top and 2-inch heels. Of course forget those ugly specs.
Like how my cousins said, those who don't show it out, is the most ... scary girls.
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Good Night
When you do not know what to put on the title above ..
When you feel like the night is still young, there are no stars in the sky and when you're feeling lonely ..
Worries and thoughts had taken over your mind, when you started thinking about future, about what is good and what is bad, about people around you
Thinking about what you have done in the past, regrets that comes in but can never be undone
Thinking of what you can do now to not have regrets anymore, thinking of what is the point of doing so much yet no returns
Life is all about money?
Or I'm so not lady like that guys tend to run away from me, I speak too loud at times, I'm so not girly, I am just very ..
You think that things will work that way but eventually no .. happiness only last for that moment
Stares that is telling you something but you doubt, however you always say girl's feelings can never be wrong. Maybe I'm wrong for this time. Please tell me I'm wrong.
Sometimes you just find things around you so damn irritating.
Sorry what did you just said again? My ear is bleeding and I can't hear you properly.
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Happy CNY
Finally, a week break ...
Wait did I say finally? I just had a break not too long ago, a month ago ...
That's holiday, this one is a time for me to sleep until 11-12pm everyday ...
Hey, I wake up in Perth pretty earlier everyday to make breakfast and hang clothes to dry. Since when I'm so rajin? I never do this kind of things at home, I'm such a spoiled princess at home and I don't even make my own breakfast. I've learned to be more independant when you leave me alone and I'm forced to do things by myself. I made baked potatoes for dinner. I keep my clothes when they're dry and I'm more cautious when the rain pours. I fold my clothes and put them back nicely. I can do a lot of things just that whether I want or not. Actually I'm tired of doing all these things when I'm here. Reasons being after I do, my aunts will make noise and say that's not the right way and make a lot of noise and I'm fed up of doing. So I just leave things to them so that they can do their own way.
I'm still missing that beautiful place so much. Can't help dreaming. When I was there, I closed my eyes and I kept that moment of smelling the air, that snap shot of that place in my mind. When I'm back here, I closed my eyes once a while and trying to get back that feeling once again. Wind that blown upon my face.
I envy those who's lucky enough to find a job there. Wait for me and one day I will return to the place where my heart belongs. I miss the beach, I miss the sunset. Well, only half an hour drive to chill on the beach and to catch a sunset with your love one. That's like every day is a Valentine's day. Just sit and chill on the rocks in each others arms. Walking bare footed on the sand which is as soft as snow, feet sinking into the sand though might need much strength to take every step forward, that makes the time slower, the sea breeze blowing upon my face, every thing around seemed to move slower than normal, just relax and enjoy life.
Even stress at work, I bet such beautiful environment is enough to take over whatever hardship that the day has given.
Beauty of sand and beach
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Where happiness lays is when everything is under control
Sometimes you doubt your decisions when things goes wrong.
Sometimes you looked back and think why are you so silly.
Sometimes you wonder why you've made that dumb choice at that point.
Sometimes you think that if things were undone, things might had turned out better.
Anyhow, there's no way to rewind the time and go back to the point and make things in the way you wanted. If there's, how sure are you that things will goes as what you wish as well?
A place to find rest. A place where people do not wear mask and treat you sincerely. A place that more laughter can be heard. A place that's filled with more joy.
My babies from the land of Aussie.
Black? Controversial of Apple's colour white. Should have gotten the red one whereby you can't buy that anywhere in Malaysia. However, black is still my favourite to keep this Nano clean.
Free carvings. Thing that make this Nano unique. Selling at aud190 in Australia. Priced at RM599 here.
Shell case I bought for RM100. Although I do not really know you people that well, or probably we've met once or twice, maybe 4-5times the most, still I want to say thank you for those who had contributed.
A new product from Samsung, just released not too long ago in Malaysia. Priced at RM699 market. Aussie price? Aud144. Worth? OF COURSE, I paid only half the price even after conversion rate.
Please do buy electronics when you're at Australia, they're relatively cheaper as the exchange rate is only at 2.5, even goes up to 3 I guess still would be cheaper. Oh well, our gouvernment ate all the taxes we paid in electronics. I think they ate about 50% of what we paid, yet I wonder if they're using those money effectively. Spaceman? YES. Repair roads and infrastructure. NO.
Continue with my ermm ..
My yada Ignorance speech.
Don't understand why some Malaysians can be so under educated or they just have the plain ignorance attitude. Kiasu-ness when you see free things you'll rush and grab, without even considering what is inside there. Even went to the point to take without asking for permission. Did school not taught you taking things that does not belongs to you is call "stealing". You uncels and aunties, I don't see you all as a good example for your kids. No wonder all kids have grown up with these attitudes, taking things assuming that they deserve.
How about teaching your kid to use disable toilet just because the line is too long? Where's the moral picture where we used to draw a line to match and say we should respect the people with disabilities? Did the school not taught enough? Or the crimes level we have here is due to the plain ignorance of people around?
What's wrong saying sorry when you accidentally knock a person? Just two stanza so-rry. Fast and esay people. Another thing is that rubbish goes into the bin, not the floor ok? Money is the only things you can leave on the floor.
I think smilling would be the hardest thing for people here to do. They don't smile, they just love to stare.
People who carries position or lucky you to be the child of datuks or datins or whatever rich man you have around? Tan Sri? You'll be well greeted, people welcome you more than the rest of the world who's nothing to them. You say there's not much level differentitation here? I say not really, they're happening around us.
Where happiness lays is when everything is under control. Things are starting to get out of hand.
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Footprints
Hmmm, I was thinking the time was passing by me way too fast. I thought I just celebrate new year yesterday? Oh no, wait that was last Wednesday?
I can't help dreaming about Perth, that place is such a beauty. Minus the drowning session at Scarborough beach, where I got wept out by the waves and almost .. No, I'm still alive. I love the 4 season weather, where we don't really experience here in Malaysia. Though summer is really very extremely hot, where I just feel like wearing bikini and walk around. Just kidding, I won't be like that women who wore a bra and walked around the Perth zoo. Nowonder the orang utans on the trees were feeling horny that day.
Next thing I miss the most other than those beautiful places are those friendly people over there. Random people who walk by and shout "Happy New Year" to you. People who smile and say thank you most of the time. Doing stupid things and no one actually will think that you're crazy there. Walking without fearing that you may be rob the next moment. Teenagers or aunties do not go to disable toilet like those idiots parents here who do not educate or make a good example for their children.
In short I would say something like safe and secure. Feeling less worries and stressful over there. Somehow I felt much more happier or much joyful living there.
I thought this is just like a sort of come and go feelings, however the answer is no. I'm already looking for a high quality of life, wanting my future child to grow in proper place, a place with clean air where I can get rid of my sinus without doing an operation, a place with less stress and where I felt much joy within me.
Am I over ambitious? Anyway, I only can live once, on earth I mean, there'll be eternal life in heaven but still I wish to live fully in this life on earth and make sure I achieve things I want here.
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A beautiful place
A place that I want to spend the rest of my life time
A place that my days are filled with more joy
A place that people bring warmth into my heart
A place that took away my sinus and restored my health
A place that I can escape from the busy city life
A place that has less stress
A place with work life balance
A place that you will spend more time with family
A peaceful place
A place that most goes according to the law
A place with less crimes (Shark attacks does not count)
A place listed as the 2nd most livable city in the world
My heart lies there, for this I'm sure that this is the place I want to spend the rest of my life, wait for me and I will be there
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Missing life over there ..
10days, only 10days I'm there and I don't feel like leaving that place ..
first reason is because of the culture, which is filled with friendly people all around ..
feels like people you don't know who smile at you randomly, things that simple can bring joy into my life
even things that you normally can't stand, become tolerable over there
also, the way people say thank you and all the courteous manners they have over there
Somehow, things like shopping malls closing early, no entertainment, no night life and the quiet and peaceful environment fits me better. Probably life here is really making me too stress. I prefer life to be that way, just sit home at night catch some movie and spend time with the family. When you have too much entertainment you tend to forget what's important in life.
Next is friends over there. Everyone seemed to be much more closely knitted. Feels like we're a family. Even knowing people for like only a few days, feels like I've known them for years.
living there makes me feel joyful compare to the life here which is mostly filled with much stressful moments
I don't know why, but this is the place where I feel like spending the rest of my life
Will continue later about the trip, still need to wake up at 7 and get to work tomorrow ..
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