Sleepy Head
How good if human are no required to sleep and they can work like robot? Then I would have more time in my days to lepak-ing around, complete my assignments, study more for my exams and complete my degree faster. Doesn't make sense right? .... I just don't like to sleep. I always get nag at night for not sleeping. Weird? Yes I am weird.
I am still freaking pissed on the Saturday postponment of my class. Some would had been kind enough to inform but they just kept it too themselve.
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----- End of wasting my energy talking political issues in college life --------
I always dreaming of how does it feel like attending my own convocation? After see-ing the super very the grand F4 graduation in meteor garden. I know .. I know it is still a long way to go, I just want to dream about it. Hm, who would be kind enough to buy me a bouque of pink roses during my convocation? But note that it will be held at either Singapore or Perth.
Sigh, tons of assignment will be coming soon. Well I should be starting now but just that I am too lazy. Looking at those thick books, even my hands feel heavy. Sleepy head.
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Living In My Own World ...
Updated Version
A compilation of some Genting photos
The title is not meant to mean anything it was just a song in Disney High School Musical.
Supposed to post some pictures of my girl friend and I but don't know what is wrong with blogspot again, so could not upload. So miss ya chances to see my leng lui friend. Will update when blogspot is back to their normal operations.
Bored. At college computer lab now, surf most of the sites, chatting with friend so decided to blog instead. Still sick, worse with bad cough now.
Classes started, today MRA class Marketing Research and Analysis is the WORST of all, I have got so many things to submit where I do not even know how to do it ? What is an annoted bibliography, lit review and final report? Why year 3 subject when I'm only in year 2? I guess this subject is the toughest challange in my this semester. At least I still have the 2 girls to go through with me in all circumstances in completing our assignment. The truth is we are too comfortable of being together, we are used to each other style of doing things.
The other subjects such as CB Consumer Behaviour and OMD Organisational Management and Development, are also filled with assignments and presentation but still not as bad as MRA. At least the workloads are not that pack and I got some freaking idea on subject guide booklet.
:: I'm weird, I like to call guy bitch, why they can call female bitch then I cannot call back the guy bitch?:: - Both guy and girl are supposed to be equal in this world, so means can be use loh, LOL.::Don't like being sick, I can't pay attention at class, when I'm coughing and sneezing all the way::::Figuring out the ways to survive in MRA this semester, should I start today? Cannot la I don't even know how to use the marketing research software::::Want to play the sims2 Open for Business but scared the after install will corrupt my whole game::::Food are tasteless to me now, as my tastebuds are gone due to flu. Speak louder to me as my ears are blocked too::::Dislike perasan people who think I am writing about them, so darn innocent. You think I would waste my blog space to crap about your nonsense ? Dream on.
::Sleepy::
Vain pics after a makeover. Love the way the draw my eyebrow. Susu is so vain, or girls are always vain?
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Mumbles
I'm still tired as I've just got back from Genting. Not enough sleep for sure. In addition that I've fall sick, having bad sore throat now due to the "kau-kau" hot chocalate from Starbucks, cold weather and soaking wet in outdoor theme park that day. Photos are still not in my hand yet.
Well, holidays are really coming to an end soon which means my routine of college study, eat , sleep will start again. Unfinished work, assignments and loads of stress will be pouring out soon. Heavy books, boring lectures and lazy me gotta work harder this time. Although my results had slight improvement though I think that it is still not enough as I did not work as hard. Sigh, I miss my lecturer, she woould not be teaching this semester.
My thought are so messy now. There are so many things jumble up in my mind. I am thinking of these things that are yet to come and there are still so many things to consider about. I wanted a conversation but it always turn out to be a failure. Maybe the time is really running on track that I have got no way to stop them at all. Complicated, things are not as simple as what we thought of all the time.
Love, sometimes you felt that you are so fortunate to have someone. Sometimes you felt that it is a wrong after all. Love involve both joy and pain. The day where he/she choosed to leave you is the most painful day ever. Only those who had truly felt it before knows how tough it is to accept the fact that you loved one does not love you anymore. The hardest part is that the person had fell in love with someone else but not you anymore where by you are no longer the person he/she embraces. No longer telling you about his/her most deep thoughts ever. No longer cared for you anymore. - Note that this is barely written for the sake of my own thought but not meant for any other purposes.
Tired. Sleepy. Confused.
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H.O.L.I.D.A.Y.S coming to an E.N.D soon
Four weeks of holidays had just passed me by .. it seems like it was just yesterday I was still carrying the 2000 over pages of legislation struggling in my exam hall trying to answer the company law paper. Seems like it was just yesterday that I was still worrying about my results and all. Now all of semester one had came to an end.
Bad bad, my everyday sleeping time will be minimise again after college start no more sleeping until 12P.M. Yes I'm a lazy pig thank you. I wonder semester 2 classes will be place on an earlier schdule or later one. Earlier means I will always be late for classes, late means I will have to stay back to do assignments and blah.
Briefing for new and returning students will be held tomorrow, have to listen the same old things again. Bored. Prepare a paper to chat girls or draw. LOL, our style when we're bored of listening. Wonder is there any leng chais tomorrow, even so they would be younger than me? Sigh. No hope. Me Da Jie Jie, senior liao.
Heading to Genting Highland again before my Semester 2 start. Trust me, there is no time of going holidays when semester start, there will only be load of stress while you hope to relax.
Oh no, three subject next semester again. At least there is no law *sweat* I had enough of those crazy sections.
Hm, craving for Sri Hartamas fondue house, anyone care bring me there? Be reminded pay for my bills. Warning, I'm a big chocalate and cheese fan. Love'em so much yummy.
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Release of Semester results
I didn't expected, I was astonish and amaze ....
I received an sms from my friend when I was out, telling me that the University had release the semester results. I was shivering, scared because this was the day I'm waiting but yet afraid to know what results I have achieved. I quickly switch my phone to new messeges to inform the others about the release of results. Then I've received the news that many had failed their Company Law, this is the toughest paper I've ever taken and the failing rate is as high at 70% , the colder my hands get, the faster my heart is pounding.
Headed back to my friend's house and turned on his laptop to view my results. I did not dare to look at my own results, so my eyes was blinded by his hands and the first one to view my results was him. I said "I do not want to see any N PLEASE"(N=fail). Then the next thing he asked me is "What is N ah?"my heart was thinking, oh darn I really flung the subject did I? He continue after I answered and he asked then what is "C, HD and P?". I quickly pushed his hands aside and glace into the laptop screen and shouted (forgot it was not my house) "I pass I pass". Then just to realise that I've got the 1st HD ever in my degree life, the joy within me had almost overwhelm me *floating in the sky*.
I was so happy and hug the person beside me as this is the joy I want to share with the person. It is always good to have your joy shared with other people. I still did not believe and keep staring at the screen and asking, how do I really do it? After I went home, I check again I really could not believe my own eyes.
Well, I was thinking over it the whole night, but I still could not figure out how did I manage to do it. Imagine this girl before exam go Genting somemore. There is only one way I can solve this which is God is the one who had helped me. He is the only one who knew what situation I am currently in, whereby I do not have extra money to pay to study the law subject all over again that cost around 3K plus as I am currently on education loan. I prayed hard before my exam start everytime and also before my results are release. He answered. I will not be proud of what I have achieved as I know without Him I would not even had get such results.
P= pass for Company Law is definitely enough for me, I will not expect anything more than that as this subject is way too tough. C= credit for Marketing Management was sastisfying as I know I had done a horrible mistake by giving the wrong example in the essay question. HD= high distinction for Organisational Theory and Behavior is more than what I had expected, I had confident for my Section A but not Section B.
Okay, this might sound like a speech.
First of all I would like to thank the most important person of course like what I've mentioned above, God. I believed he knows what am I going through and he gave the best out of me.
Secondly, the person who had helped me in de-stressing and giving me lots of encouragement during my exams period. The one who lends me a shoulder when I am tired.Third, my friends who we had worked together in assignments and lending each other a helping hand. I would apologise if I had ever done anything wrong in the past.
Forth, my lecturer who gave much guidance and her excellent teachings that had gave me well understanding on the subject. Without her I would not be able to pay attention in class as she is the only one I find has the most best way of teaching in the business school of KDU, she also guide us and willing to sacrifice her own personal time for our assignments and revision.Fifth, my family who gave gave me food during my exams. Erm sorry I meant they who gave me a comfort place or environment to study.
Sixth, thank you my brain for your hard disk space of memory and keep me awake all the time.At the end of it, for those who did not make it, I really do not know how to comfort, sigh I felt sad for my friends. Nevermind, I believe that you all will do better in the next semester. We will work hard and pull through everything together. Do not be sad, sigh where do I stand to comfort where I am afriad that people might think I may be too proud sometimes.
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爱是。。。
爱是一种牺牲，爱会带来快乐，也会带来悲伤。我只能在爱的世界里，写一个输子。把着篇文章写成华语是因为只有在这语言当中我能把我的一切都从心里写出来。而有些人不爱读华语，只有用这个办法我才能说我的心底话。
一段感情就了对他人来讲自然就会变成闷。对方永远都不会珍惜，也不懂得你为了他付出了有多少。每天我只有看别人的脸色来做人。当他不开心时，往往都在我身上发脾气，不管我有没有做错是永远不对的都是我。有时真的觉得累了，觉得自己很傻，为了一些不可能的是牺牲而换回来的全都是痛苦和悲伤。难道爱情就是这样的吗？付出的太多，却从没得到回报，得到的是悲。还是我爱错了？难道我永远只能像玩具一样的让你摆布吗？
有些人也只在需要你的时候才来找你，但却在你需要他时，他却拒你千里。为你所做的一切最终也不是被遗弃一旁，可能对你来讲这些东西对你来讲从来都不重要，可是对我来讲这全都是我的心思，是我花了无数的时间，心思和爱来完成的。为你布置了完美的生日可是你所感激的不是我却是那些没为你做什么的人。人家一份礼物都没送你而我却给了你无数的礼物从亲手做的到走了几个广场才找到的礼物，你却对他人比对我好。
我说人要学会珍惜，因为有一天当你突然发觉那个默默守护在你身旁的女孩走了，你会后悔一生。可能真的要发觉有些习惯拥有的东西不见了你才会发现谁是真正对你好的人，才会知道原来他是为你付出了那么的多，才会知道谁才是你应该去珍惜的人。我写这个输子不是因为我放弃而是这段爱让我觉得我确底的输了。我败在我爱的人手上。在那人山人海当中，我从没找到一个真心对我的人。那爱又算得了什么？
我更不明白的是为什么，有些人是分明的利用我，因为用完了我后就可以当没事发生过。有些东西叫做缘份，可是为什么缘份这样东西却爱玩弄人呢？如果真的那么没缘份我们都不可能会认识。爱是。。。一个非常难解的感觉。
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A Day out at Bukit Bintang
Shopping around Times Square and Sungei Wang are real tiring, imagine walking from 11am until 5pm, from G floor of Times Square towards like 5th or 6th floor. Sadly we only spent 15-20minutes in Sungei Wang cos that place are kinda pack with people all around. So got myself a piece of formal clothing, a necklace, a jacket and er half a gift for bf.
Tepanyaki was delicious, yummy. I had fun trying out clothes though most of them ended up 'no stock' or don't have my size for the shoes I wanted to buy, sob sob. One problem with me, size too small, leg too big, so always also do not have my size. I can wear children clothes but just that they are way too short for me.
Hmmm, so the 3 guys bought shoes. 2 girls bought clothes and accesories, everyone had something in hand when we headed back. Sorry for making u guys walking along with me, you all must be bored shopping with girl like me. Speaking about that one, I've tried one clothe sort of like the one from the last post, babydoll style but doen't look exactly the same of course, and I eneded up looking like a pregnant women, exactly like my lecturer as I was wearning white pants and flat shoes. Gosh, it was real funny.
Well, now my leg is pain after walking too much for the day.
- I was actually quite touched by something I've read from someone's blog. Not as in I felt anything, but it somehow tell me that the true side of love. If we really do love one person very much, of course we would want to see him/her succeed in both studies and relationship. Holding back is useless, giving up and seeing him/her happy is the best gift of all even we are in pain.
- Aprreciate every single thing that one had done for me, as we do not know what will happen in the next second to come. Learn to appreciate before you lose anything and regret.
- Do not understand what is the meaning of friend whereby people do not treat you as a friend. Sometimes, you are kind enough to speak but somehow people will never take me as their true friends. The feeling of a piece of glass separating conversations. I only know there's only a few person that cares for me in my life, ONE God, TWO Family, THREE my bf, FOUR none. I choose to be silent doesn't mean I'm unfriendly, I'm mysterious, to understand me, even a few years are not enough. Many things are running in my mind when I choose to be silent.
- World Cup going to an end soon, sad sad. I wish that I could watch this last final match outside but of course it will not be permitted.
My life was a piece of white paper with nothing drawn in my memories before you came in to add rainbow colours that had bring joy in my life.
From there, it had turned from a dark sky into a bright sky with the sun shinning brightly everyday.
The meaning of love was not understood by me until you appreared and walk into a path of my dreams.
Dreams were to be nightmares every night and now it had vanish as it had turn into snowing growns with you holding me side by side to give me warmth.
Note: Words above are not meant for anyone, it's purely mumbles out of my boring-ness
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ComPlicateD
Unable to think of a title so complicated best suit everything.
Went 1U today to have lunch with one of my secondary school mate, the girl who sat beside me for 2 years during form 4&5. That we used to gossip alot during our boring history, sleeping during maths and skipping PJ classes as they're teaching some noob para-para sakura dance and headed over to play basketball instead. Reason why they implemented this para thingy is because most of my classmates do not like to sweat, you know la those "siu jie", throw ball at them they'll scream and frighten the whole school.
Just couldn't understand, why those girls are so afraid of sweating. Maybe I'm one of the different one. Personality wise here of course. I love to play basketball, very much pushing all the guys down around me, or scracth them with my nails. Another thing, how many girls here love to watch football? Many complains their bfs spend all the time watching 10guys in the field trying to get a chance to get the stupid football on their feet or those girls are always hoping that this world cup end as soon as possible. Well for me it's totally opposite.
-David Beckham scored a superb goal during the match with Ecuador
-Argentina could had won if the initial goal keeper wasn't hurt
-Maybe Italy and France will be the the teams in finals, not Portugal for me, they love to act and pretend, eww no moral at all
-Dissapointing performance for both Japan and Korea this world cup
-Wayne Rooney will repeat the history of David Beckham at year 98', maybe
-Brazilians are out, LOL I've wanted them to lose long time ago, maybe too much confidence
Pridiction for 3am semi match tonight? Hmm, as like what I said, I prefer France
France:Portugal, extra time, 1:0
>>>I've been spending my days playing the sims
>>>Someone said girl and guy can never be good friend, if they do, the are a couple where to me it is somewhat true
>>>Erm, according to CLEO magazine in an article it wrote that men dislike -lipgloss/lipstick/balm-some kissing matters
-big earnings-chandekiers haging from your ear loobs, (hey, it's call fashion man)
-straighten hair-looks fake and everyone have the same hairstyle (I so agree with it, imagine walking on the street where every girl is the same, play the guessing game of who is ur gf from behind)
What's in and what's not? Small wavy curls and not straight hair. Side parting instead of fringe that makes you look like some China Ah Moi, well I guess it suit some faces but not all, e.g. Cindy Wong not Selina from S.H.E. Cute but not for all faces. Babydolls shirt with pears as add on accessories, hot-nya. No idea what's an babydoll shirt? Look down here - this is what I've got from fashion magazines
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