4 medicine to eat ? 3 times a day ? Oh no ...
Forced to see doctor again because the medicine I had was not helping. Add another 3 more medcine ... now I've got 4 types of medcine to eat in one single day. Still can't eat much due to too much acid in my stomach *ouch* hurts alot when I cough or sneeze. Sigh .. doctor said how long I'll recover from gastric depends on one individual. Every person takes different time to recover. If I finish my medicine and I'm still like that I need to take more ...In the matter of love I guess there's no right or wrong ... I can't blame him for not loving me neither I can change his decision. I guess people or friends around me shouldn't blame or hate him. Yes I admit that the past 2 years he was treating me very badly. Afterall in this one year time I was very happy. He changed alot and treated me quite well compared to last time. Actually I guess I shouldn't had asked too much, it's good enough to have someone that cares for you. Maybe it's both of our fault for not comunicating properly to each other telling what we want. Can't blame him in this ... neither I can blame myself for this. Although he's abit bad tempered but well I guess I had got used to it after all these years. Till then I realise that there is someone worse out there ... I'm really very dissapointed
Well yea human made many mistakes in life and I do too ... Yes it's hard to let go it's very difficult to do so. In addition that I'm down with this *stupid* sickness now ... worse? I only feel like sleeping and not wake up to face the day.
:: I want to get well soon, I can't stand eating so many medcine, can't stand for not eating, can't stand for not sleeping well :: adv_username = "suzannetan"; adv_gid = "suzannetan_default"; adtype = "180x150";
Author **Suzanne** @ 12:14 AM
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