Susubear Little Inn: I want something called happiness

Seeking My True Self

Friday, August 26, 2005

I want something called happiness

This is not an insult but this is what I feel ...
I want a bf that would insist of paying for me when I go out either for food, movie or what so ever, I'll pay him back but this is the basic responsible of a guy or u can call this manness in other country. Even my guys friend would pay for my drinks when I go out with them.

A guy who knows how to appreciate everything the girl has done for him. Who knows how to thank her for everything she has done and thought of doing something back to her and WILL do it. Who will give her surprises, who will bring flowers to her on valentine's day and her birthday, who plans a romantic dinner for special ocasions, who whisper in her ear telling her how much he loves her, who is proud to show off her gf in front of his friends, who looks into her eyes and tell her how beautiful is she in his heart, who will never do things behind the gf, who will never tell the gf that she's irritating, who will wipe her tears when she's crying and not telling her she very irritating when she cries cos this will make her cry more, who put her in his arms and share their problems, who will carry things for her, just tell me which girl doesn't want these things from their bf? NONE

I remember one night ... It was the longest night I've ever had although it's just a short walk at the noisy roadside. I was holding his hand so thightly, I was lying in his arms. I can't describe it ... It was too comfortable and it's the 1st time I felt so secured in his arms. Although he doesn't know to express himself well but holding the warm hand of his would be enough for me on that night. Although that dog was just a small gift but it's still with me until today...

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