Susubear Little Inn: This Year's Birthday is GOnna be A Lonely One

Seeking My True Self

Sunday, August 17, 2008

This Year's Birthday is GOnna be A Lonely One

I guess this is the right time to sing that song by Wen Lan - "Zhu Wo Sheng Ri Kuai Le".

I know, I know there's still 3months plus until my 22nd birthday, but all along all these years, I had him right beside me on November 20th .. and every time my exam will fall on that day. I really don't know why Murdoch loves that date so much, other than year 1 I finish my exam right on my birthday and I ended up so sleepy.

However, I guess this year is gonna be very different, of course last year I did a super big celebration earning myself many ang paus and this time probably I'll just be working my ass off on that day. Still I really wish that he could be right beside me during all these moments, including the convocation which is once in a lifetime.

I've just got better from my sickness which lasted more than one week. On and off sometimes I feel not that well and sometimes I feel ok. I'm afraid to go for a scope. I never want to know what's going wrong inside please .. at the end note, I'm glad that I'm still alive ..

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