Susubear Little Inn: Anxiety

Seeking My True Self

Monday, August 11, 2008

Anxiety

When someone asked me "Why am I sad over?", I can't really give you a definite answer ..

I guess, if a person really cares he/she would do anything, there's something that can be done, but it's just up to a person's will, there's no use of forcing another to do something that he/she does not wish. He/she will just do it without needed to be told. Every human is selfish, that's only what I can say.

The more I become like this, the more he will run away from me, I really wish to help myself, I've tried 101millions of way. The more frustrated he's with me, the more you run away from me .. the more I want end everything that way. It makes me feel that I'm a burden to all of you, if without me thing would be better. I need encouragement, support, caring and love, I don't need another person to tell me what to do .. to be frustrated with me .. to blame me .. to scold me ..

I already knew the answer from the beginning ..

I can't take this any longer ..

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