Susubear Little Inn: Special Verse

Seeking My True Self

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Special Verse

When I'm mad and almost to let go of all anger within, this verse, somehow provide me comfort ..

..Love is patient, love is kind, it doesn't envy, it doesn't boast, it isn't proud, it isn't rude, it isn't selfish, it isn't easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs, love doesn't delight in evil but rejoices with the truth, it always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres, love never fails..
Corinthians 13:4

I remember this verse when I read the book A Walk to Remember and also after I watch the movie again, I realise it's pretty meaningful ..

Moving on to my boring life stories

Employers in M'sia sucks, they don't bother giving you a reply if they don't plan to hire you, no courtesy at all, I've tried applying job overseas, at least they did reply me and say sorry that they have found someone else more suitable or they cannot accept me. Still, have to continue to go for interview until I found a damn job. Don't like to stay at home like this feeling useless anymore, plus PTPTN will soon blacklist me ..

People nowadays are pretty busy with their life, so don't really bother and I need to seek my own life whereby I'll have a sense of belonging somewhere .. when even your own bf is busy, you'll have to find some self entertainment .. probably sleeping like 16hours per day and wait for night to come and go back to sleep again. How about going shopping alone? Someone please give me a platinum card. I'm very lonely lately, anybody wants to date me? HAHAHAHA ..

Graduation date is confirmed, 29th of October (can't they put it on a weekend?!) I have to travel down to Singapore, but well it's once in a lifetime that I will get to wear that funny mortar and regalia and take millions of photos with my batch of coursemates esp with Mr. U (haven't seen him for 8months) . Probably some pro photograph with relatives as well. Also, make-up session in Raffles toilet before the ceremony, you'll see 4 girls taking up the whole toilet mirror and I'm gonna make Shan Shan so pretty. Shan Shan wanna try false lashes?

The thing is that I only have 3free seats, 1 for my Mom, 2 for sister, 3 for Aunt .. great all filled up, glad that at least got ppl want to come and see me graduate. My father? No way, he'll never want to travel just to go a convocation. So close case, seats filled and will send up my form using fax after I get a bank draft costing me AUD125. Damn 7 expensive ok? Somemore no food only got refreshments kedekut ni Murdoch, I paid like thousands of exams fees. Also, expect people to eat before 7 when the ceremony starts, mean you all should start eating at 5pm. While me? by 6pm have to be there, so for me makan roti kosong with water. Any admires out there (there's none actually T.T, short hair ugly girl) I want that BIG graduation bear displaying infront of 1Utama S&J.

Feel like going clubbing, sien like shit .. I miss those moments with my old school mates, probably stay one night up to chat whole night is not even enough? Sorry don't feel like being a good girl these days, since nothing really pleased me .. so need a change ..

Oh I was very emo so I went and cut my hair again, as usual my mom will cut it real short and this time very yeng, one side shorter than the other side, done on purpose, please read more fashion magazine and watch tv more often .. this is call STYLE ok?

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