Susubear Little Inn: What does friends mean in my dictionary

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Wednesday, August 01, 2007

What does friends mean in my dictionary

My first personal friend is God, where I can cry out to Him everytime.

Then my second closest friend is far away from me, he's my boyfriend, also my best friend whereby he's the only one standing beside me all time.

If I have a dog then it would made a best friend for me too.

When you're sad and down, that time you would truly see who are those friends that are true to you. I appreciate Sharon, who kept talking to me these few days. Also, minority who take the initiative to message me first online and not I msg them first to comfort me. While majority seems to be ignorant, even they heard and see, yet they do not care. Well, I meant those where I initiate a conversation but they don't even want to continue at all ... Sigh, what to do now?

I've been spending everyday at home, just waiting for time to pass, staring at the clock hoping that the time goes faster. Turn on TV for few mins, off it, lying on the bed can't sleep. Online 24/7 just hoping to have someone to talk to. In reality, all these was more difficult than what I thought.

The sky is crying with me everytime I'm sad, rain pouring down.

Family keep saying I'm just a useless one ...

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