Susubear Little Inn: In your eyes

Seeking My True Self

Monday, July 30, 2007

In your eyes

In your eyes before you left me, it's the first time ever I've seen how much you love me. You held me tight in your arms, I know we'll miss each other so much.

Finally one call even it's very short, I felt that you were sincere to me. I heard your shivering voice, I knew you were very sad I knew you wanted to cry, I know you sure miss me as much as I do for you. Even though I'm 24/7 crying, you did not ignore me, yet you patiently tell me to wait, now I truly see the you who I love so much.

Seeking God, for Him to give me the deepest comfort ever. Since my secondary comfort is far away from me.Praying to Him that I'll sleep well every night. Asking Him to get rid of my depression sickness. Crying out to Him that He'll bring us back together soon.

This is the first time ever I can't stop crying in my life. Waking up 6am in the morning, crying silently. Again awake at 8am, crying out when the sky was pouring as if the sky is crying with me. I'm quite sensitive n emo for now, I'm sorry if I ended up crying infront of anyone. I truly miss you whole alot. Even love you more now.

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