Susubear Little Inn: I miss you alot

Seeking My True Self

Monday, July 30, 2007

I miss you alot

The first time ever after years, I've been touched by what he said these few days. I never miss someone that badly before, until I could cry all day for him. But then some people might think I'm over reacting. Still, only us know how much we really love each other for the past years we've spent together.

"I don't think I can hold on without you and everwhere i walk, sleep ... I think of you". Tears running down when I see this msg. I have the same feelings, everywhere I go I can't stop thinking of him. Walking down from the stairs of college, I can still imagine that everytime he would stood there and wait for me, then help me take my books and hold my hand. I miss you.

This is a big test. Although it brought me down so terribly but then it had made us both realise how much do we really appreciate each other. Normally, won't have this kind of feelings, until these days whereby we found that how important having each other side by side. I love you.

Although, I can't really hear in the phone but the voice itself gives me every comfort I needed. My heart aches when I hear your sick voice. Wish that I was there to take care of you. I thank you for all the patients you had on me, no matter how much I complain and cry. It is hard to walk this road, but with you by my side I promise I won't fail you.

And also thank God for holding me up all the time, thank Him for answering my prayers.

Everytime I close my eyes, I see times spent with you. Those days in Japan and Redang is unforgetable. Even watching Stich movie makes me think back those days when we were at Tokyo Disneyland enjoying the parade. I can still remember how we ran madly from the rides to tape the video. This was how the song went "Season of Aloha, waiting just for you .." Redang, that night when you hold on to my hand and we were gazing upon million of stars upon the sky.

I hope we'll be able to continue our diary full with stories and pictures .. this time you shall write. Hugs.

Praying to God that He will provide a way for both of us in the midst of "lost world" now and also continue to hold us together.

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