Susubear Little Inn: It's has been 3 hours since he's away from me

Seeking My True Self

Saturday, July 28, 2007

It's has been 3 hours since he's away from me

I'll never forget that last hug he gave to me. Never forget your eyes that tells me that you love me. Also the I love you hand gesture you did to me. I really miss you so much. How much I wanted to be there together with you.

I'll always miss your wide shoulders for me to lean and sleep on. Miss your warm hands that's placed upon the cold me.

I never thought it was that difficult at all, in my dreams you're just there, but when I woke up to face the reality I know that you've already flew far away from me. I cried, yes I cried so badly wishing that you were there right beside me once again, I still need time to adapt. Please just give me sometime after 6years plus of having the life with you beside me everyday. This sudden change may be too difficult for now.

Looking you walked far and far and far away from me, my heart became so heavy. I tell myself "You need to be strong". Im trying, trying so hard.

I hope that we'll be able to make through this 2years long distance relationship. I don't want you to worry so much about me. I want you to take good care of yourself.

I love you.

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