Susubear Little Inn: Most Disappointed Moments

Seeking My True Self

Saturday, July 07, 2007

Most Disappointed Moments

Recently, I've discovered truth from the past which hurts me so much. When you discover something that you would rather chosed not know or see, the moment where you felt this sharp pain right in your heart, your mind was suddenly blank tears was flowing down when you tried to hold it back. All you thought of was how could this be? Why must this happen over and over again?

Yes, it's a past BUT then I didn't know all this at that time! And this past was just around 5months ago.

One of the most disappointed element within is that your friend discovered the wrong doings, but the person didn't corrected him not to continue such a behaviour or care to tell me yet the person encouraged him to write down all his betrayal and so on. Well all I could say is that I'm truly disappointed.

I felt as if I was struck with a lightning, thinking back on those moments, it suddenly just turn into a big white lie. Doesn't it seems scary? So now proved whatever I said was right that time. Refering back to my Nov, Dec 2006 and Jan 2007 postings. So, he really did purposely went around to search chocolates and not asking for pay even it's so damn costly! T.T WTF mate? Me as a gf also require to pay for my own tickets and meals. I truly wonder what charms are there within? Even not compatible for everything single thing I've done!! I should had secretly took the chocalates and throw it into the sea that time! =P

Remembered why I cried at the basement that time? Well, I did not tell the true reason afterall. Now this explains it all. So if you think I'm practically writing based on my own intuitions or talking rubbish on each of my previous post last time, now I proved you all wrong.

Yes, I can be very mean but then what was written in the paper I discovered are 100times more cruel than this one. If it wasn't another person who appeared, I might be suffering until this moment. Sigh, why do I still love you?

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