Susubear Little Inn:

Seeking My True Self

Monday, October 06, 2008

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Some times you do wonder, what have you done to deserve this kind of 'treatment' ? The feeling of happiness will not last long once again hit me, the question of how long can I be patient even hit me harder, now is the point that you don't even know what is true and what is not anymore. I think I've paid back enough for what I've owed. I'm a human, after being slashed a few times, obviously I will feel pain, I'm always running away but how long more can I run away from this?
Even hurts more when you know the person couldn't be bothered.

I wish I can start developing the "I don't care..attitude"

Current state is that I feel very lost now, I don't know what's gonna be up next or what will happen next, insecure is the word, which way should I take .. I guess just let the Lord guide my path ..

I only know I am standing all alone now

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