Susubear Little Inn: Raya Holidays

Seeking My True Self

Thursday, October 02, 2008

Raya Holidays

I spent these two days SLEEPING and watching 12series of Moonlight Resonance, I'm addicted so addicted but I guess there's a good side as well because they taught me many principles in life. Some of them may be related to myself, some maybe related to others. Makes me feel like, this word "Ren Bu Ke Mao Xiang" is very true indeed, some people I know is really wearing mask in front of others, pretend how innocent they're but in fact the truth is not like that ..

I do that at times too, especially facing people I do not like .. I feel very heavy hearted every time that I have to pretend in front of them to be who I am not and to wear a mask and smile .. I only can tell you there's a lot of times in my life I did that, I was feeling guilty but on another hand, I feel that person betrayed me and have done the such things so he/she may deserve the same things. Every time I see that smile I felt that the smile was so fake that I've even think of slapping a person. Well for now, after letting go much of the things and after time have went by, I can say I feel much more happier than before .. time can wash away things ..

I only can say that many things and many of us is not as innocent as what we've thought .. world polluted our mind or we have learn the wrong things ..

I'm happy today because I've got a Cleo showbag, Yayy even I'm not at the Perth Royal Show though .. I can't wait for the bag to be on my hand ..

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