Susubear Little Inn: Susubear

Seeking My True Self

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

Susubear

Susubear
Where did this name came from? Somewhere 4years plus ago when I was once still in FSB304 foundation studies, my good mate Joey and I that spend numerous days of lunch at McD thanks to Joshua, anyway I wonder where's him now. I really miss those foundation days where we find the most ridiculous excuses just to escape from accounting class (sucks big time, all of us marketing student hate accounting like shit, obviously because it's boring ?!!). Excuses given like class too hot aircond spoil, no mood to do work, ponteng class initiated by our president of Singapore to play dota(Class jokes only our kakis will faham). Still remember once I finish my accounts people around will go grab my work to copy so that we can all go home. Until they got caught hahaha ... foundation mah what you think?

Spend all our english classes having fun, chatting and joking around. Laughing over thinking skills lecturer where we can't even hear a word he spoke. Buying cake celebrating everyone's birthday as an excuse to miss half an hour of class. Those are the days where I miss the most, throwing slippers all around, playing chase chase in room 405 and 406. Making fun of ghost stories until no one dares to go turn on the light. Going yam cha with Christine, Tee Coln, Joey ... I miss them truly. Degrees days were much tougher with datelines and exams.

Cut short so Terrence gave us the name, Joey as JoJo bear and Suzanne as the SuSu bear.

I'm finally saying goodbye to university, goodbye to all those times going sing k, makan and shopping with the girls. Sitting at the cafeteria bumming and gossiping and staring at leng chais leng luis. Getting half drunk at Safari and laughing over the girl who took of her shoes =P My record is 4 Heineken without puking, who care when someone is paying our bills right? Ahaha, this is having the benefit being friends with leng luis, you get guys to pay of your bills. Still regret over not asking the guy to buy me a Chivas that night at Zouk.

Sometimes being over faithful will results in decrease of appreciates you receive.

You see I was never wrong right, the things I worried the most, I fear the most in the end happened also ... Yup everything I said will be forever wrong, every intention I have will lead to the same outcome, those things other said will always be right. Good thing that I'm still alive although I've scare most of my neighbors off, lost my voice temporary, if I couldn't have back my voice to sing I'm gonna kill you all. The reason of such big arguments, will forever be the same reason over and over again. Times were so much more better before this few days. Not just being over sensitive but something call enough. Face the truth I will, yes you're part of the clique and I'm always the evil one. I'll always remember today, for I've only said one sentence because of you that I got all the scoldings, blaming over and over again. You always get protected while me is a rubbish in the junk yard.

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