Susubear Little Inn: UNTITLED

Seeking My True Self

Sunday, January 13, 2008

UNTITLED

These few months seemed to passed me by so fast, just as if that once I closed my eyes for a moment a few weeks are gone.

Spent most of the time bumming at home, still lazying to find jobs, but people are the one who's looking for me and wanting me to work for them. You know, I'm lazy still lazy haha can I have my holidays until end of this month at least? However, I have attend a job interview on Tuesday at Menara Maxis somewhere near KLCC, oh gosh please you know people like me will take forever in the morning I was hoping I can work somewhere near like Uptown or near BU so that I can sleep until 8am every day.

Feel like going out shopping and grab a bite of Big Apple or J.Co, ah I still haven't been to Pavillion yet I'm so out dated. Must get all this chances before I start working. How I wish I do have a car then I can just drive out and not beg people if something came into my mind and I wanted to go somewhere.

I found that time is never enough for me, even I had 2months plus to spend with him, now it's already january suddenly I felt like it's soooo short. We've never really accomplished anything like what we discussed through the web cam like going on holiday and doing all sorts of stuffs before he need to get back there and while I need to get my ass off to work which declares NO HOLIDAY for who knows how long? You should know how trainees works like dogs in companies.

Now I can't even bare to think of going kai kai, what more about holidays? Always busy.
所用可怜，寂寞，痛苦，堕落，你真的赢了，我无话可说，我可比不上你。

三句话，做人难，我不爽
他妈的，现代人还需要分等级的吗？就好像古时代一样，有钱人不可以娶不门当户对的人家。有钱就等于可以看扁人家吗？我才不稀罕的的一分钱。一天到晚都数我的不好，商科的毕业生都是笨蛋？你可想清楚，这个社会的成功人士全都是商人。说我抢掉你的孩子，我看腻自己应该搞清楚吧，是你自己没时间还毒舌乱讲。

这样子下去我觉得压力万分，真的好难跟你在相处下去。凡事我都往内吞，忍！可是我已经忍无可忍。高傲，自豪我看不起你这样的人。

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