Susubear Little Inn: Stuck in the jam

Seeking My True Self

Friday, October 17, 2008

Stuck in the jam

Getting stuck in the jam when you're rushing home feels so long .. longer than ever when people around are so impatient and worse when the heavy down pouring rain that cause the traffic to be as slow as ever. When you're alone the jam feels even longer, just feel like cutting all the car and clear all the traffic like the period of hari raya when the whole LDP is empty. Drving at 100km/j feels good.

However, getting stuck in the jam when you're with your love ones feels different, I felt like that's the only get together time when we're often too busy in our life with word and friends. When we no longer have time to spend with our love one, jam is the one that brought us together, a time where both is forced to sit down and talk about things, when you have nothing better to do. While the radio sounds pretty boring.

你真的了解我？

我觉得没有人能了解我。我是个个性非常难被了解的人。我爱被人宠坏，我爱人家听我说话，我爱画画，更爱人家欣赏我的作品。可是，一当你一次一次都把你自己看得比任何东西重要，我就会觉得我每次都被忽略。我的感觉也这样慢慢的随着悲伤而流失。你可知道我是多么希望你把我在你眼里看得重一点，我跟你说话时我真的很想你用心的听，而不是只关心你自己的事。

我时常都让步，可是却开始觉得很累，我也希望有一个人会那样的对我，一样的对我付出一切。

不敢哭也不敢倾诉，因为我真的怕了。

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