A Reply for Your Heart Stabbing Words For Me
Tears had dry, no words left to be said, feeling cold within my heart. Wondering, whether the person who's beside me all the while did love me at all until he could say such hurtful words? What's love? Neither I can define it. But I know what's pain.U want freedom, I give you. After you break up with me, you can be as free as a bird.
Ur afraid of what you do. You can have your choice, you can go with her and do anything you desire, none of my business
Slave? I've never treat u as one, if everything i've done for u all this years = slave, this is ur formulation so u solve it.
Choose your own path, no one is stopping you. I'll choose mine, don't worry, I'm about to get my resume ready when time comes, I'm leaving, not being stupid in your eyes anymore.
Please go as long as u want and do not return so I could forget that there was once this person in my life. So do I, I'm leaving this country soon.
Don't blame me, you didn't know how I suffered during that period of time. No one knows how does it feel to not even being able to consume even one gulp of food into the mouth, even smelling the food would disgust you. I wanted to stand strong that time, I tried I tried so hard, I force myself to eat everything I could, but it just didn't work. I'm truly helping myself, but all the others said to me is to blame myself for being sick. But why things around me, just don't go my way. All of them hurt and played me from one to another. Please for one guy I've knew, I do not need ur sympathy by being ur gf simpanan, it's such humiliation.
He hated me so much where he can't even place his eyes on me where he only place his eye on someone else. Why so much love I've given always conclude nothing to me in the end? Why must everything be taken away from me from now till then? Had I not suffered enough for having the lowest self-esteem ever that time? Now I know somethings can never be changed over time.
If you want to leave so much, you're welcome to go. I've choosen to harden my heart as I've see no hope in everything. You choosed to argued with me over another girl. Your friends matter the most. I come the last. As you go, I'll move on my life, starting a new one. I would not be stupid as what u've mentioned, I'll go for my dream, after I graduated or even I could choose to stop now. You want me to go away from your life so much until you could pushed me so far ... until you could say those words that aimed harshly on me claiming that I controlled you.
All this started with one person, the same arguement all day long, if it was not for you protecting her, I guess our day would be so much more brighter. But now I guess there's no more hope left since I've give up.
As you wished you are free to go, you are free to go, go be a bird and fly everywhere you want. A bird without love, without feelings, I wouldn't care for that bird anymore. adv_username = "suzannetan"; adv_gid = "suzannetan_default"; adtype = "180x150";
Author **Suzanne** @ 2:16 AM
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