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Thursday, August 13, 2009

How Long Ago is My Last Post?

I don't even remember when was my last post. Whereby I've stopped blogging a while back, I guess that's what is gonna happen to us when we're just way too busy with life - Work, Play, Sleep. Mostly is work 70% a day. Agree? There's no such thing as work life balance anymore and does not apply here in Malaysia. I've only heard of people working to death.

Thanks to some irresponsible fellor I'm now quarantined at home, NO as everyone is worrying about H1N1 the fatal virus for now, I'm down with Rubella what they call "Fake Measles" in cantonese. The doctor cannot confirm because I'm half half the symptoms - i.e. rashes that looks alike and swollen lymph nodes. However no fever, weird I'm.

I memang is a very weird person/human being from the beginning right?

I am still figuring or I have concluded that the working world out here is a world full of meanies and full of competition whereby people can just do anything for their own benefit. If I don't try to protect myself, one day someone is just going to kill me silently with a knife. I admit alot of times that I do say a lot of things to protect my own benefits. Also, I do things that solely on what you call selfish. Else? How on am I supposed to survive the cruel world out here.

Does being someone different meaning others can see it? I don't think so. Or others can feel? I think this only applies to someone or I should call a good friend that I can trust. ONLY her.

OK, so I'm stuck at home until my blood test is out or until Sunday? I am needing tons of fresh air and good food. Working from home is so bored when there's 0 motivation. There's no one to talk to. No Ivy to come pinch my ass, gosh I'm missing her?? Ah, I'm so in love with her =P

So today I went through a concall, as you know I am not allowed to go out and infect others (but others can come infect me, hey this isn't fair). Here is how the concall went ..

Bee (my colleague) dial from office to connect us, let's just jump straight to the call

A: So what is wrong with you? You confirm got measles one or not (In VERY sarcastic tone)

Me: Er, no the doctor say have to wait until blood test report is out

A: You sure you're not faking by using a red marker to draw dots over yourself and tell others that you're sick? (Haha, f*** you is so not a funny joke)

Me: Why would I do so? (Bloody B**** you want me to show you my medical cert or I come personally to you and stripped off to show you my hands, legs, body and private part that so called I use marker to draw even on my ass hole where I cannot reach?)

A: I thought you purposely do so because you don't wanna come out to have meeting with me or you're scared of me (OHH, I'm more than happy to go out because I'm gonna rot soon, you want some virus too? I love needles I with that I have one now to take some of my blood out now and poke on your head)

Me: Er, no? Just that I can't go out because I would infect others? (Wish that you're pregnant and your baby bcome cacat)

A: Aiyar, where got such things cannot go out one .. (I so wish to go so close to you and infect you with Rubella then your turn to stay home and I don't need to get instructions from you !! Oh YAY!)

Can you imagine that there's such mean people on this earth? And most of them are WOMEN ! What the ..

Quote from Ivy - If you have any "Winter melon taufu, three long two short" (Tong Gua Tau Fu, Sam Cheong Leong Deun) don't come and find me.

I know I'm not supposed to think that way, but I just can't help ..
Why such people do not get punishment in their life, but why so many good people with kind heart out there have to suffer? Whereas people like these are living rich and have all the authorities to critise others.

"Wo Bu Ren Ming, Wo Ye Bu Hui Ren Ming" - From Little Nyonya

What A day, tomorrow will be a better day .. Always look to the brighter side. Can't wait for my Aussie trip, my boots and winter jacket are shouting "Suzanne I miss you".

Muahh, end my day happily and not letting others affect me, that's how life should be. Live the way you want it to be and let not the factors determine and take over your life.

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