Susubear Little Inn: Keeping on the track ....

Seeking My True Self

Friday, June 27, 2008

Keeping on the track ....

When you say you understand a person very well, but actually you don't really do .... Sometimes it's really hard to search for the inner being or probably say to catch what's the person thinking.

I would say no one really understand me well enough, other than God of course,
you don't really know me that well enough, neither you do know what I want in life ....

Sometimes it's just pretty useless saying things and giving promises only by using mouth, probably it's me that my personality tends to doubt a lot and having all the insecurities due to unpleasant experiences. Don't know why but I just prefer to see something solid or physically being done rather than only from words.

I'm growing to be a more materialistic person? Or when people grow old they tend to be like that? Don't get me wrong I'm not talking about money. More of wanting fruits from the tree that I've planted.

U understand what I'm saying? I bet you don't .. that's why I said no one knows me well.

Things over there is better of course, when you enjoy life you tend to forget what's back then anymore and have less worries, but I'm stuck here for sure, so when I face difficult times, I look in the mirror and say do not give up. Bian Tai part of me. Good motivation though, work some times.

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