Susubear Little Inn: Rantings

Seeking My True Self

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Rantings

Everyone tells me the same thing .. Do not quit your job until you found another one ..

But if you were in my situation I think you'll think twice, selling is one thing, environment is another thing, meeting target is the worse case ever having someone calling you everyday to push sales and someone coming over 24/7 to check on you, another worst ever is having a pervert in office. Closing 4 sales in one week time? Impossible, closing one already hard enough. Don't meet target kena scold only la ..

Many said that this job does not suit me, I'm more of a creative person who can contribute and provide good ideas to the marketing team. Problem is .. whether those company is willing to give me a chance to let me show them what I have.. Hopefully when the Loreal management trainee hiring date comes to an end, I'll be one of the selected candidate. Yes I like fashion and beauty a lot, I used to sketch clothes .. reason why I did not study what I wanted is because those courses are too expensive, lucky to those people who get to choose what they want in life.

I guess if there's passion in work = high motivation

If I leave my job, people will say that I'm useless .. but hey do you really think I care about what you say? I'm proud enough that I've live in the environment of without a seat neither anything in the office belongs to me for 1 and half freaking months. Having to check who's on leave everyday so that I can sit there to use the phone to do telemarketing. That's how I live .. no sense of belongings.

There's much within me, just that I'm not given a proper chance to use them yet .. yet .. If there's I'm sure in 5years time, my salary will be 4times of what I have now.

My cousin's colleague is more like mine, I have lunch with them almost everyday than some stuck up people that I do not want to mention. Maybe their nose is stuck to the ceiling.

We were chatting all sorts of rubbish every time during lunch, till I found out she knows my so-and-so punya's blah and blah. Well, I only have to say I rather live with a someone in the moderate income group having humble and friendly environment. Less expectation from you and always feel comfortable being there. Physically speaking no doubt that people always think that I go for money sake to be with someone. Well, if you think so then you're so wrong, I won't even accept a cent for nothing, I know what's call hard earn money and I don't simply take ppl's things.
When you look down on me, I'll make myself better to prove to you one day in future.

I just want a simple lifestyle than a complicated one, you can live rich but are you happy?

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