Happy yet sad
The hardest part in a relationship is that ...You know that you love this person very much and he's the one you would want to spend with for a lifetime BUT ...
Knowing that both of you can't be together ... and must be parted by distance, not knowing how long will that be, probably a few years not seeing each other at all
I can only say that I'm really very tired with long distance relationship but it sure did build me up this one year plus, learning how to trust one another because living in two different places means that you do not know what's the other doing at all. I would say that this one year had taught me much, from growing up learning how to handle things by myself to appreciating one another more when we realise that how good it's to have the love one beside. If it's not due to this experience I guess until today I will still dwell upon the relationship of tying my boyfriend up, not learning how to give each other space and respect. And the outcome is we both are really feeling much happier being with each other compare to those time.
In order to make a relationship work, someone must be there willing to take a step back, not always pondering who's right and who's wrong ... If one word sorry can give another comfort, why not say so? In the end if your other half feels happy and you'll eventually be too. Don't say you're doing this for him/her and he/she is not willing to accept the way you're, if you want to be together then just accept the positive and negative of each others. Never count too much when you're in a relationship, or else it'll be the same with doing accounting, writing every single thing down clearly to make sure that the account balance in the end of the day. Love can never be balance ...
I truly know that he's one that no one out there can replace, for what we've went through so far, things in the past whereby we can talk now and laugh our ass off... Things ranging from changing my whole friendster profile to a pig, drama scenes in the park, telling stories about how kena chut mai by heng dais, knocking head on sign board or some dark secrets ... those young days ... just to realise I'm getting older day by day ...
If you do realise ... when I speak, I tend to make some rubbish mistakes in my vocab, the one who can't stop laughing and irritating me, in the end making me real happy will only be him ...
Cooking was fun, seeing a man willing to cook and wash plates somehow gives me some assurance, please do not ask me why I do not have any reason for this one. I know that good moments are really short and they passes by me really fast ...
I'm really tired of parted by distant, I've waited ... and being ask to wait again and again ... how long will this be after all ... how much do we have in our life to be wasted upon waiting ... after reading the book "A Walk to Remember" somehow the story struck me ... (Btw good book, spiritual love story about how a boy came to know Christ through the love and faith of a girl)
Oh well, life's in a mess now, on the road that I do not know which path I should take next ... everywhere seems green and attractive to me ...
I know that it's really difficult to get a job in aussie unless you have some skills that they require, I've even thought of being a air stewardess so that we could see each other more often at least, knowing that after this july ... time will know when we can meet again in future
I only know that I do not feel like being apart anymore ... Happy and yet sad story of mine
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"I feel very happy every time I get to be with you, but on the other hand I feel sad as well knowing that we will be parted soon as the time goes by ..." adv_username = "suzannetan"; adv_gid = "suzannetan_default"; adtype = "180x150";
Author **Suzanne** @ 8:26 PM
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