Susubear Little Inn: Frustrated

Seeking My True Self

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Frustrated

Why are things getting around my nerves these days ...

Maybe my period is coming that makes me feel so emo ...

But people can't stop picking on me to make me mad ... Why it's always me and not other people ... It's always me that I'm not doing something right .. Other people don't get such comments for not attending ... I just do a bit of things only then such big reaction is given to me .. you know WHATEVER, I don't really care anymore.

If my cousin is not working near me, I practically eating alone every day, I know her colleagues much more better than those in my branch. I want to make an initiative to talk to them but they're always busy handling things. Her colleagues seems to be much friendly ... and they don't give me weird stare as if I'm some weirdo doing nothing in the branch. Life's hard isn't ... but still have to continue ... I feel so tired pulling myself up every morning.

If there's something I have passion with ...

So you feel like you don't know me anymore? I'm complaining too much lately. Beginning to lose myself and turn into someone else.

Working tomorrow. Good night.

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