Susubear Little Inn: Dreaming

Seeking My True Self

Saturday, January 20, 2007

Dreaming

Actually I was supposed to post on my Langkawi, Day 2 trip but the internet doesn't allow me to post my picture, as usual right?

I do not know why, every night i'll just start dreaming when I fell asleep. I hardly remember the beggining part but towards the end i'll remember part of it when I'm awaken or either totally forgot about everything.

I remembered part of yesterday's dream, I was in my college, the newly refurbished cafeteria. Eh, how come got hanging bridge one, LOL. Then I was with my friends, talking and chatting. The last one I remembered was I was chasing after a friend wanting to inform that person that I've got 98 in my Consumer Behaviour. (Wait, what nonsense is this? I've only got credit for my CB). But then the person went away and I wasn't able to chase after.

忽然间醒来觉得我还很期待我梦里那个人。
他给了我很熟悉又温暖的感觉。
我到底该走那里好呢？

Edited
I wasn't able to sleep last night so I plug on my earphones and start listening to radios. Some of the words were so significant ...

不要一直追求比天还高的东西，因为那是无法得到的，也许停下脚步，望望你四周围的东西，才发现原来一直以来陪在你身边的花草也一样的美丽，才是你真正要的，才是你原来应该珍惜的东西。

要学得去珍惜身边的人，而不是等到失去了才来后悔。他也许常在你身旁为你做了无数的东西，可是你从没察觉也不懂得去珍惜。做得太多的他总有一天会觉得累，而选择离开你的身边。到那时你再多的珍惜和爱也换不回你曾经所有的爱。

我不能说我自己有多好，可是我却做了好多。我做过一本很完美的照片书，在加上我们的的录影里面我还抱病的唱了两首歌，也画了我从来都不挑战的人画。还有再多我都说不完。我真的做了好多，我好不甘心，为什么我还回的只有伤心和一句“你不要再做任何东西给我了！”。

那些东西全都是我花尽心思和几个月的时间才完成。我还以为别人收到这种亲手做的东西一定会感到很感动。可是事实给我是相反。

我是否做的太多了呢？他又是否会珍惜呢？我累了

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