Mumbles
I'm still tired as I've just got back from Genting. Not enough sleep for sure. In addition that I've fall sick, having bad sore throat now due to the "kau-kau" hot chocalate from Starbucks, cold weather and soaking wet in outdoor theme park that day. Photos are still not in my hand yet.Well, holidays are really coming to an end soon which means my routine of college study, eat , sleep will start again. Unfinished work, assignments and loads of stress will be pouring out soon. Heavy books, boring lectures and lazy me gotta work harder this time. Although my results had slight improvement though I think that it is still not enough as I did not work as hard. Sigh, I miss my lecturer, she woould not be teaching this semester.
My thought are so messy now. There are so many things jumble up in my mind. I am thinking of these things that are yet to come and there are still so many things to consider about. I wanted a conversation but it always turn out to be a failure. Maybe the time is really running on track that I have got no way to stop them at all. Complicated, things are not as simple as what we thought of all the time.
Love, sometimes you felt that you are so fortunate to have someone. Sometimes you felt that it is a wrong after all. Love involve both joy and pain. The day where he/she choosed to leave you is the most painful day ever. Only those who had truly felt it before knows how tough it is to accept the fact that you loved one does not love you anymore. The hardest part is that the person had fell in love with someone else but not you anymore where by you are no longer the person he/she embraces. No longer telling you about his/her most deep thoughts ever. No longer cared for you anymore. - Note that this is barely written for the sake of my own thought but not meant for any other purposes.
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