Release of Semester results
I didn't expected, I was astonish and amaze ....I received an sms from my friend when I was out, telling me that the University had release the semester results. I was shivering, scared because this was the day I'm waiting but yet afraid to know what results I have achieved. I quickly switch my phone to new messeges to inform the others about the release of results. Then I've received the news that many had failed their Company Law, this is the toughest paper I've ever taken and the failing rate is as high at 70% , the colder my hands get, the faster my heart is pounding.
Headed back to my friend's house and turned on his laptop to view my results. I did not dare to look at my own results, so my eyes was blinded by his hands and the first one to view my results was him. I said "I do not want to see any N PLEASE"(N=fail). Then the next thing he asked me is "What is N ah?"my heart was thinking, oh darn I really flung the subject did I? He continue after I answered and he asked then what is "C, HD and P?". I quickly pushed his hands aside and glace into the laptop screen and shouted (forgot it was not my house) "I pass I pass". Then just to realise that I've got the 1st HD ever in my degree life, the joy within me had almost overwhelm me *floating in the sky*.
I was so happy and hug the person beside me as this is the joy I want to share with the person. It is always good to have your joy shared with other people. I still did not believe and keep staring at the screen and asking, how do I really do it? After I went home, I check again I really could not believe my own eyes.
Well, I was thinking over it the whole night, but I still could not figure out how did I manage to do it. Imagine this girl before exam go Genting somemore. There is only one way I can solve this which is God is the one who had helped me. He is the only one who knew what situation I am currently in, whereby I do not have extra money to pay to study the law subject all over again that cost around 3K plus as I am currently on education loan. I prayed hard before my exam start everytime and also before my results are release. He answered. I will not be proud of what I have achieved as I know without Him I would not even had get such results.
P= pass for Company Law is definitely enough for me, I will not expect anything more than that as this subject is way too tough. C= credit for Marketing Management was sastisfying as I know I had done a horrible mistake by giving the wrong example in the essay question. HD= high distinction for Organisational Theory and Behavior is more than what I had expected, I had confident for my Section A but not Section B.
Okay, this might sound like a speech.
First of all I would like to thank the most important person of course like what I've mentioned above, God. I believed he knows what am I going through and he gave the best out of me.
Secondly, the person who had helped me in de-stressing and giving me lots of encouragement during my exams period. The one who lends me a shoulder when I am tired.
Third, my friends who we had worked together in assignments and lending each other a helping hand. I would apologise if I had ever done anything wrong in the past.
Forth, my lecturer who gave much guidance and her excellent teachings that had gave me well understanding on the subject. Without her I would not be able to pay attention in class as she is the only one I find has the most best way of teaching in the business school of KDU, she also guide us and willing to sacrifice her own personal time for our assignments and revision.
Fifth, my family who gave gave me food during my exams. Erm sorry I meant they who gave me a comfort place or environment to study.
Sixth, thank you my brain for your hard disk space of memory and keep me awake all the time.
At the end of it, for those who did not make it, I really do not know how to comfort, sigh I felt sad for my friends. Nevermind, I believe that you all will do better in the next semester. We will work hard and pull through everything together. Do not be sad, sigh where do I stand to comfort where I am afriad that people might think I may be too proud sometimes. adv_username = "suzannetan"; adv_gid = "suzannetan_default"; adtype = "180x150";
Author **Suzanne** @ 10:03 PM
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