Someone teach me, how to continue
Had lunch and window shopping with my long time no see friend, Joey. Thanks for the treat and also the present, I really appreciate it. We were chating about our life all the while from I met her at 12PM until we went home. Also thank you for sharing so many things with me and listening to my boring stories. I have seen that my dear friend had really grown into a mature young lady going on 20 soon. Hope that everything for you would be fine too.Someone teach me, how to continue this walk, walk of life. Life has been kinda messy since my holiday start, day by day just pass me by.
As I said many claimed that girls are very sensitive to feelings around them. I'm definitely a girl, therefore, I also could feel that something isn't right there. The heart to love is no longer the same, it has faded, to another person. The pain within is unbearable, crying silently at night not to let anyone hear, pushing myself so hard not to think. What I can see with my own eyes, feel with my own heart, I really hope that it wouldn't be true. Giving too much would turn to be frustration and irritation, not giving would turn to be not caring. Which of which would be right?
Someone don't get what I meant, so I'll go straight to the point, the one I love had some other people in their heart. He'll never change, never learn to appreciate until he lost it. I'm just a toy, forever will be one, to play with and to be thrown away as soon as the person get bored with it.
Those he couldn't get, he would strive hard to get it and the more he couldn't get the more he dying to own them. Those that had give with true heart without asking for return, would always turn to be a inferior one.
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Author **Suzanne** @ 10:08 PM
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