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Behold the feelings deep inside my heart

Finally I've told someone about something that's kept deep right inside my heart. I felt relieve as I can't tell this to anyone, as in really No One or I might get slash wack. To one who betrayed me, one day the truth will show, with or without me telling it out. I have nothing against u anymore, we are still friends.

I felt very unsecure all these days. Felt that I've been walking a path that me, myself don't even know where it is leading me to. All the things that has passes by me all these years, seems to be blurrish inside my memory. An certain road that will or will not take me to succeed or failure. Everyday I feel like lying down on my bed and not wake up to face the bright day light.

Moreover, I felt that I'm holding a hand that will slip of mine anytime. It is like I've step on the "hot and cold" game. When I walk through my step by step, day by day, it changes. It would be some days that I feel "hot" some days that I felt extremly "cold". I felt the total ignorance when it's extremly cold. "When I'm cold I do not need a jacket to KEEP me warm instead I need a person that WILL give me warm." Maybe I'm very sensitive, but many claims that girls are always sensitive to what is happening around them.

I've always wonder, am I always placed at the last for everything? As in some friends they won't call u up unless they need u or something ( It is just an example, not to anyone ). Not only friends, sometimes even the closest person would do that to you. I mean they never thought of you, of how you feel instead they think for other people even more than you.

Getting bored of the wonders of my life? Pictures always make blogs look more interesting so here goes the past events of this few months ....

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Author **Suzanne** @ 10:45 PM Comments: 1