Tired of ME ? or Tired of Life ?
Wondering what's wrong with my life lately. It's always filled with ups and downs. Thinking back it was only one week plus ago I was so happy. Wait ... aren't I always the "cheerful" girl infront of everyone? Yea perhaps deep what I felt deep inside my heart was not the same as reality.Life of degree is filled with so many never-ending assignments and exams. Loads of stress are pouring upon me yet there's still many other things adding upon my life. Worries ... I know I MUST pass all my final exams. Though all the subjects offered in this semester are extremly tough ones. Thick law, marketing and management text books I have. Loads of words I have to memorise or understand them in order to answer a 5 pages long essay during the finals. *Scream* Yet there is still one more management report to be completed after my holidays.
Cheer, I'm gonna be 19 soon. Don't really like being 18. Wonder how would I celebrate my 19th birthday this year? Alone? Maybe ... There's no many friends that really remember or even care though I know there is a few does. How about a candle light dinner? Lol ... "Stop dreaming Suzanne, wake up ! "
I only wonder or should I say worry instead? Why things around me changes so fast? I really hope that the past would not repeat again. I really had enough of everything. The few week of tough life I've went through with eating disorder had haunt me for life. Pray that no bad events would cause it not happen to me again. I might not be as lucky as the previous one. adv_username = "suzannetan"; adv_gid = "suzannetan_default"; adtype = "180x150";
Author **Suzanne** @ 10:13 PM
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