Waking up with no senses
Looking into the future, pondering, wondering what would I be after 2 years time when I graduate from my bachelor's Degree. How would my life be that time? I can't find out now, well it's not for me to know where am I going to be too. Life is uncertain, very uncertain, no one knows what will happen tomorrow, neither do I.My life has been very uncertain all this years, there's dramatically big changes from school to college to degree. Other than that, there were also major big impact on something which I really do not want to mention here. Too many ups and downs which I'll never be able to forget now and then.
I've always wonder, what if I've choosen another path on that day itself would everything be different today? People would never learn to appreciate. No matter how much I've done for them, how much I really do care, it'll still be the same. The answer would be you are caring for me too much, you are irritating, you are controling me.
All along, I've just been a toy for friends, to them I would only have value when they can use me and eventually I've will be put away when they see no values in me. It's like when you are brand new, you are always fresh and they would always play with you, after a while they got bored with u and would throw u aside, total ignorance.
If I would leave this place for long, I would choose to do so. I would want to leave all the memories behind ... till then I have nothing left to say. If you would understand me more then you would definitely know what am I going through but too bad that there's no one willing to understand me at all. adv_username = "suzannetan"; adv_gid = "suzannetan_default"; adtype = "180x150";
Author **Suzanne** @ 1:33 AM
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