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I can no longer stand this

Fell like bursting up and start screwing scolding up people. Lies and lies within one. Everything is just like "make-up" aww, you look so beautiful in make-up but whenever u take it off, gosh it's terribly ugly. Flirtatious, a grammer I would use to describe. One would never realise while they are doing such things.

I've been feeling sick the whole day with slight fever, no idea what's wrong at all. *cough cough* been coughing since yesterday evening when I woke up. Joints aching, just feel so tired. Feel like sleeping through my days and forget about everything. Things that had troubled me for weeks, things that had changes within oneself for weeks. But nothing does need your concern since I belongs no where in your heart. All I can say is pain ... deep in pain

What had changes? I would say many. Because of what? Same old story that repeat again and again. I should had known, in his heart there's only a place for her, never it will be me, I'm just plain stupid. I wouldn't say I'm perfect because no humans on earth are perfect. But I do have feelings, hurting me again and again sounds fun and interesting. As I've said, there's no need to appreciate me since I'm always the easy one to get. I mean the soft hearted one.

If I'm given a chance I would leave for Australia for studies. Sad to say that I'm too dumb to apply for scholarship. What should I do ? I wanna go there with Yoke May and Li Shan.

This phrase catches my eye when I glimpse through someone's blog. "What hurts more than losing you, is knowing you're not fighting to keep me." Interesting. Does it make sense ?

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Author **Suzanne** @ 9:45 PM Comments: 1