Susubear Little Inn: I'm just a tiny as a sand

Seeking My True Self

Monday, October 24, 2005

I'm just a tiny as a sand

Which hand belongs to me?

Now which foot belongs to me?

Life is so stressful nowadays. Finals is coming in 3weeks time yet there's still many upcoming presentation and reports to be handed up. Many things are still unsolved and complicated. Are things better in a way that it is left unanswered? Wish to let what I felt deep inside my heart out but I will never succeed of doing it. If I do so, I might lost something precious to me? or causes a horrible situation out there? Well I guess it's better in a way that I kept everything within me. Maybe it would be left as a secret forever and vanish as what it is supposed to be.

In many people's eyes I'm only as tiny a sand. They can barely see me or even feel me. The whole beach is covered by sand. Which bit of it is me? Do u think this tiny piece of sand would be planted in someone's heart or even someone's memory that this sand tiny little sand is what they had walk past and step on it? Definitely not. Only the unique eye catching ones will definitely goes right into their eye. Beautiful choral and seashells those are uphold in one person's eye but it will never be a tiny bit of sand because all of them looks the same. I'm only a tiny lil bit of sand .... I'll never stand a place

Enough of sand, let's talk about birthday. Today is Wei En's b'day. We're "supposed" to be celebrating it at Island Cafe SS2 beside Horus Cyber Cafe but .... yea eventually only Chee Khoon, Aik Jin, Jia Zheng, Shu Chuen, Esther, lil "Su Fei" and me had our dinner there. Hey? How about the birthday girl and her beloved "husband"? Her "husband" loved her so much and decided not to eat there instead bring her to a newly opened chinese Ramen restaurant in 1Utama. So we also tagged along until they finished their dinner. We play a game of pool and headed home.

By the way Island Cafe, a place where u can spend ur time on chit-chating and playing games, most visited by youngers like us, they serve delicious food and colourful drinks. All food and drinks are between a reasonable price range. There are a variety of rice and noddles and also so called "mocktails" and juices. Spend few hours sitting there listening to soothing chinese songs. It is both open air and airconditioned. A good place for a bunch of friends to hand out and also a romantic place for couples to hang out. Met a few KDU friends there too ...