Susubear Little Inn: Footprints

Seeking My True Self

Monday, January 12, 2009

Footprints

Hmmm, I was thinking the time was passing by me way too fast. I thought I just celebrate new year yesterday? Oh no, wait that was last Wednesday?

I can't help dreaming about Perth, that place is such a beauty. Minus the drowning session at Scarborough beach, where I got wept out by the waves and almost .. No, I'm still alive. I love the 4 season weather, where we don't really experience here in Malaysia. Though summer is really very extremely hot, where I just feel like wearing bikini and walk around. Just kidding, I won't be like that women who wore a bra and walked around the Perth zoo. Nowonder the orang utans on the trees were feeling horny that day.

Next thing I miss the most other than those beautiful places are those friendly people over there. Random people who walk by and shout "Happy New Year" to you. People who smile and say thank you most of the time. Doing stupid things and no one actually will think that you're crazy there. Walking without fearing that you may be rob the next moment. Teenagers or aunties do not go to disable toilet like those idiots parents here who do not educate or make a good example for their children.

In short I would say something like safe and secure. Feeling less worries and stressful over there. Somehow I felt much more happier or much joyful living there.

I thought this is just like a sort of come and go feelings, however the answer is no. I'm already looking for a high quality of life, wanting my future child to grow in proper place, a place with clean air where I can get rid of my sinus without doing an operation, a place with less stress and where I felt much joy within me.

Am I over ambitious? Anyway, I only can live once, on earth I mean, there'll be eternal life in heaven but still I wish to live fully in this life on earth and make sure I achieve things I want here.

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