Susubear Little Inn: When that day gets closer ..

Seeking My True Self

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

When that day gets closer ..

When that day gets closer, I have mix feelings though, one is happy that we can finally see each other again after so long and after more than 1 and half year of waiting here and there, however .. I'm afraid that the more we see each other, there tend to be more arguments while we're doing things together. Eh, wait .. if that happens means no way I can get married with this person?

Another thing is that distance with friends will be further when I'm no longer in "single" life, I want to get a balance between relationship and friends. I do love the company of friends and not BF all the time. I used to be a person who sticks to bf 24/7, but seriously this can't work. Either ending up fighting too much or get bored seeing each other.

Next is that I'm getting so use to this "single" life now, feeling that kind of freedom to do things I want, even getting close with guys and there will be no one there to stop me. Haha, the last one is just kidding. Of course when your bf is around, there's more limitations =P Also, I kinda enjoy being "single".

Back to work again, after a long weekend, anyway doesn't seemed long at all, time went by way too fast when I still feel like I did not have enough rest. Maybe just like what others said, I cannot find anything that interest me on what I'm doing now. Hello? Well, how can I get interested with data entry, consignment note(writing people details on courier papers), cutting papers, wrapping gifts to courier out, sourcing gifts .. I want a place that I can use my creativeness. However, looking at the market now probably I should just live with what I have, good enough.

I DO NOT FEEL LIKE WORKING THIS SUNDAY.. anyone coming to PC fair KLCC please look for me and take me away. Don't forget to buy me food, they don't provide me food and I need to pay for on my own there. Seriously, this company kiam siap until nothing to say .. Even LRT fares also they're not willing to subsidise when you are going there to work for them.

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