I am used to ....
Sitting alone, without anyone beside me ..Going home every time, when I have nothing to do ..
Shopping alone, without hearing much complaints ..
No more late nights out for mamaks and movies ..
Less arguments, because we've not met for months ..
Hanging out with friends, without need to consider much ..
Being close to guys, without worrying someone would get jealous ..
Finishing a bowl of food or leftovers, as I'm a small eater ..
Reloading my phone so often, my credit depletes every week ..
Sleeping for long during weekends, as I have no where to go ..
Going online, turning on the web cam every night ..
Doing things alone and carrying heavy stuffs by myself ..
Going most places by my own ..
Keeping things to myself, rather not tell at times ..
I still over worry at times, however not as bad as previously ..
Still yet to forget ..
Hmmm, this one and half year time I've really learned to be much more independent. Good test. Distance. Might bring good or bad.
Distance makes the heart grows fonder? I only know that I've learned a lot, from appreciating to cherishing friendships. Knowing that life is not only about your partner but never completes without friends and other activities in life. Learned of how to trust one more. Learned when will be time to let go and not exert control. Knowing times when you have things around that we should cherish. Waiting will bear much fruits.
I need to get use to things in life and learn how to get a balance between things.
Wait, new year resolution? To find a new job, to be in one of the leading company's marcom team.
Till then, Blessed Christmas.
Remember Christmas is not about Santa, Trees, Presents and whatever decorations. Those are just a plus to add on for this joyous occasion we celebrate. Remember the true meaning of Christmas, is the born of the savior of this world, where God had send His one and only son to redeem on our sins.
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Author **Suzanne** @ 1:02 AM
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