Susubear Little Inn: To be or not to be ....

Seeking My True Self

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

To be or not to be ....

I personally find it really difficult to be someone who you're not ..

Times when you have to act as if you are happy with what their doing or you just trying to be someone different to please some people. You've been so patient, even people insults you directly yet you chose to silent and just keep going on and put up a fake smile the whole night. I'm so tired of being someone I'm not .. Seriously.

I guess afterall some really dislike me alot, even after years .. things will never change but will only become worse than before.

Tell me, which couple would not spend time together if they have a chance? Especially after separated by distance for a while. So that's wrong huh? I really don't get those single women. They have such old fashion minded that their brain cells are stuck towards the 50-60s centuries ages , or perhaps back in the stone age.

Practically, people just feel jealous and anxious when someone that are close to them all along had found someone else when they grow up. You saw the word grow up, yes .. therefore grow up means that person wishes to have their own time doing whatever they want.

If you dislike me, what more I can do? I'll not strive to be the person who you would want me to be, or perhaps to cut off the relationship because I do not wish to ruin over someone's life.

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