They say happy times are short ...
I find it very true as happy times passes by me pretty fast, as if it was just yesterday I was enjoying the chilly weather in Tokyo and just to realise it was like one month plus ago. For me it was really very short as the days whereby I really did enjoyed and first and for all not living in fear and stress only started like not too long ago yet it's ending so soon. Previously, I was terribly living in great fear due to unbreable past that had haunt me for a lifetime.You may say "Oh get over it, it's the past". I may get over it, if things were to happen like once, but no it continued like twice and the third time or how many million times, I've lost count which had created a great impact on me eventually. Consequences of it is falling into depression.
You won't want to know how suffering is that to be in the shoes of a person who's having depression. You might think that it's easy to get over, but no it's not as easy as what you think. If it's so easy probably phycshologist in this world is useless, so do the med called anti-depressant.
Probably this would better describe what I would like to express. You were attack by a robber with a knife one day, so you got frigthen and forgot about it after the week had passed. But again in months or years, again you were attacked numerous times. While eventually this had create a huge fear and insecureness afterall.
I enjoyed the life of me for this 3months, for once after 3years of the feeling love that I've lost. To be continue ...
Oh f@$#, sorry I know I'm not supposed to curse .. there goes my peaceful days .. darn adv_username = "suzannetan"; adv_gid = "suzannetan_default"; adtype = "180x150";
Author **Suzanne** @ 2:27 AM
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