Susubear Little Inn: Walking down the long journey ...

Seeking My True Self

Thursday, April 09, 2009

Walking down the long journey ...

I think I know what's the main cause and what I'm really feeling tired with all these years ...

I am forever on the path, to let go or not to let go ...

Sometimes I just feel so tired of holding on ...

Sometimes I just feel so happy and fortunate ...

Sometimes I just feel that I have sacrifice too much and all that was not worth a cent ...

I want to give up, I'm feeling so tired ...

No, this is not about work. I'm fine with my job now. I'm just glad that I'm earning a living, who cares if I'm doing things I like or not, this is life and reality world there's no choice. I believe 4 of us who used to study together and we've move on our life to working now, none of us is actually pleased with what we are currently doing but still we're continue the same thing the next day. There's no choice. I guess just face the reality world ? The sun will still rise tomorrow and the same every other days to come...

I want learn to love myself more, give the best to myself first, before I start loving others. I'm tired of placing others ahead of me. Really, I'm tired.

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