Life is so short ..
You don't even know what's gonna happen tomorrow, where are you gonna be or where are you heading to ...Life is way too short ...
The only thing that hurts the most is the people around you who see you left earlier than them ...
Cut short I'll just tabulate moments I've enjoyed in my life until today.
I enjoyed kindergarten, although I always refuse to go up the bus. My dad cheated me and dragged me up his car when I was crying and shouting all the way. I was supposed to wear home clothes during children day, I wore uniform instead, I was so sad, I wanted to look pretty that day. Some boy on the bus almost strangle me to death, just because I was kind enough to pass him his bag.
Primary was never a smooth sailing 6years, indeed I kena despise kau kau during that 6 years. They say I look like Godzilla? Er ok, that's abit out. No one like to mix with me in the "smart" class, instead those from the other class are willing to accept me as one of them.
Secondary was ok, other than being more lazy compared to previously, therefore my results was like up and down all the time. I had my very fisrt boyfriend and the second one which is the same one until today.
Foundation year was like honey moon. Everything is so easy, even easier than being in secondary. Only thing is that many things happened during that year.
Degree was the hardest of all, I had to learn to give presentations in front of a whole lecture threater. Writting 15-20 pages of assignments, doing research until late hours at night. There's when my health started depleting. Year 1, I almost flung my management subject due to some reasons. Things happened over and over again and finally I can't take it and I broke down to a sickness that had followed me for years until now. I worked very hard through my 2nd and 3rd year, however dropping a bit more during the last sem of year 3.
As for my 21st birthday, I'm really glad for everyone who helped out and making my birthday party so memorable and filled with more than 50 people around to celebrate with me. Thank you for those who've gone so far to attend as well. Ahh, including all the presents and ang paus.
Although I was very sick during the holidays in japan but I never forget every moment. The cold rainny night under a umbrella, struggling to walk every step as I do not have much energy but still I was very happy. Disneyland is a dream come true. As if I've went back to my childhood.
The most memorable holiday still live in Perth.
Walking on the sand which is as soft as snow.
Seeing sunset by the beach, sitting on rock just chilling and being in the arm of your love one.
In short pure happiness is good for health. First new year that I've spent in oversea. Firework show for free is good enough.
I've fulfil most of my wishes actually which includes Disneyland, seeing fireworks, walking by beach and seeing sunset. I'm so easily pleased by such simple things.
I want to live life with no regrets, appreciating of what's around me as I don't know what's yet to come tomorrow, life is short, just do things that you think you will not regret, there's no wrong of spending more time with the one you love, than regretting to not spend the time that you could do when he/she is gone. - A sudden death of someone will make people around think twice about life.
Feeling reluctant to call up the hospital and arrange for endoscopy. I heard that the process hurts. There goes my this month salary. Actually more of afraid to see the results. I've been dragging for 3 years to be exact. I guess time to end the suffering and face the reality. adv_username = "suzannetan"; adv_gid = "suzannetan_default"; adtype = "180x150";
Author **Suzanne** @ 10:58 PM
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