Running away
Be what others want me to be ...Well, others told me, "Suzanne business course is good, there's alot of job demand out there, take this course". Blindly, this half blur me just went into the path like this. When choosing major, others told me accounting wasn't good, it brings you a stressful life, you're more of an outgoing person so should take marketing as part of your major. Oh well .. listen listen
Now last semester when I'm graduating soon, again "Please go out and work and bring money home to support your sister for education". Great, do they really bother to ask what's my plan in life? Or really do they really care at all other than asking me to do this and that? I'm tired of being ordered and other telling me how I should go on with my life.
I'm already almost 21, can't they just let me decide on which path I would like to take in my next step of life? Hey, I've got my own plans just give me a break.
Why every other people can make their decision even without thinking about others, but why not me? I've been tied down with so many burdens.
I wish that I can just leave without any commitment left here. If I were to love someone very dearly here, I guess I'm the person who's willing to sacrifice and stay behind.
Since they wish that I'll do everything accordingly and to bring money home after I graduate, fine I'll just go for stewardess and bring big bucks home? Or when I go crazy probably I'll just run away from a period of time doing whatever I want without considering about others, since I've always been thinking for others and they did not in return did the same to me? Maybe by then they'll realised they should give me a choice too. Leaving behind everything and just run away.
Never easy to be pulled by two strings, I'll get torn one day sooner or later. adv_username = "suzannetan"; adv_gid = "suzannetan_default"; adtype = "180x150";
Author **Suzanne** @ 1:48 AM
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